Episode

I Didn't Think I Was Worth Helping (Reading Psalm 30)

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Still Coloring with Toni Collier
Published
Jun 24, 2026
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2006
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Summary

Why is it so hard to receive help? In this vulnerable episode of the Still Coloring podcast, Toni Collier opens up about a painful truth she's still learning to overcome: believing she is worthy of care, support, and love. While reflecting on Psalm 30, Toni shares how childhood experiences, self-worth struggles, people-pleasing, and past relationships shaped her belief that she had to do everything alone. If you've ever felt like a burden, struggled to ask for help, settled for less than you deserve, or wondered whether joy could really come after a season of pain, this conversation is for you.