{"podcast":{"title":"Still Coloring with Toni Collier","slug":"still-coloring-with-toni-collier-5486735","podcast_index_feed_id":5486735,"rss_url":"https://feeds.simplecast.com/TOwc26v2","website_url":"https://www.stitcher.com","image_url":"https://image.simplecastcdn.com/images/fc8efa7a-df96-4c4b-931c-a1f1f475bd8a/d0f19e9d-641a-4293-9873-2970034db261/3000x3000/podcast_logo_2026_cover.jpg?aid=rss_feed","author":"Toni J. Collier","episode_count":78,"summary":"In the Still Coloring podcast, author, speaker, and founder of Broken Crayons Still Color, Toni Collier, invites you to lean into the stories of women and men that uncover their brokenness and practically show how they rebuilt their lives with hope and grit. Toni hopes that you will be inspired, poured into, and walk away believing that you too can create something beautiful with your life, no matter what.","last_synced_at":"2026-07-22T18:21:44.216866+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/still-coloring-with-toni-collier-5486735"},"episode":{"title":"I Didn't Think I Was Worth Helping (Reading Psalm 30)","slug":"i-didn-t-think-i-was-worth-helping-reading-psalm-30","published_at":"2026-06-24T09:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/still-coloring-with-toni-collier-5486735/i-didn-t-think-i-was-worth-helping-reading-psalm-30","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/still-coloring-with-toni-collier-5486735","url":"https://www.stitcher.com","audio_url":"https://chrt.fm/track/39AF68/cdn.simplecast.com/media/audio/transcoded/a6460609-0435-42ba-aec5-e5231141566e/dce4261a-69cb-4c5d-8949-13c916761710/episodes/audio/group/464de654-350c-4ab2-ba2e-26be5dbed140/group-item/8509cd1a-0589-4f54-9f2f-8578fd23cbf7/128_default_tc.mp3?aid=rss_feed&feed=TOwc26v2","summary":"Why is it so hard to receive help? In this vulnerable episode of the Still Coloring podcast, Toni Collier opens up about a painful truth she's still learning to overcome: believing she is worthy of care, support, and love. While reflecting on Psalm 30, Toni shares how childhood experiences, self-worth struggles, people-pleasing, and past relationships shaped her belief that she had to do everything alone. If you've ever felt like a burden, struggled to ask for help, settled for less than you deserve, or wondered whether joy could really come after a season of pain, this conversation is for you.","meta_description":"Why is it so hard to receive help? In this vulnerable episode of the Still Coloring podcast, Toni Collier opens up about a painful truth she's still learn…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2006,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/still-coloring-with-toni-collier-5486735/episodes/i-didn-t-think-i-was-worth-helping-reading-psalm-30/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/still-coloring-with-toni-collier-5486735/i-didn-t-think-i-was-worth-helping-reading-psalm-30.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}