Episode
Smiley Riley: See You on the Other Side | Eslana Lower
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- Secrets of the Underworld
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- Jun 7, 2026
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- 4495
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Summary
Content Warning: This episode contains discussions of child sexual abuse, grooming, domestic violence, suicide, and the loss of a child. Listener discretion is advised. Eslana Lower has rebuilt herself from the ground up - more than once. Raised in housing commission poverty, subjected to abuse and neglect from the age of five, she left home at fifteen with nothing and spent years forging herself into a nurse, a midwife and a mother of four. She had survived everything life had thrown at her. Until the morning she lost her daughter Rylee. Eslana speaks about Rylee's life, her death, and what it means to survive something you were sure you couldn't. She talks about the online grooming that went undetected, the Snapchat bullying that told her daughter there was no place in the world for her and the four months it took before the family could access Rylee's messages. Purchase Eslana Lower's Book Here: Resilience After Great Loss - Learning To Live & Grieve Simultaneously See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information.