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Beth of Fresh Air – Episode 32: De-Cult Inner Work
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- Jun 14, 2026
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Summary
More than 25 years ago, I left what I now openly call a cult. If you've followed my work for any length of time, you've probably heard me mention my years in India and the spiritual organization I devoted myself to in my twenties. In 1999, when victims began coming forward with accounts of sexual abuse by the group's leader, I left immediately. At the time, I was fighting for my life with Stage 4 lymphoma. The choice was clear. Whatever benefit I had received through the teachings, I could no longer ignore the reality of the man at the center of it. I cut the kite strings. And for the most part, I left that chapter behind. A Story That Reopened the Past Recently, I received an advance copy of a book written by someone I knew from those years. Her account fills in many of the gaps that remained mysteries to me for decades. Until now, much of what happened behind the scenes lived in rumours, fragments, and secondhand stories. Reading her detailed account was devastating. I was shocked in a way I haven't experienced in a long time. Not surprise. Shock. For two days I could barely process what I had learned. The reality was far worse than I could have imagined. Why This Matters This episode is not about understanding how intelligent, sincere, truth-seeking people can become involved in systems that gradually separate them from their own authority. It's about the difference between genuine inner work and environments that cultivate dependency. It's about recognizing the signs before years, health, relationships, resources, and purpose are consumed by something that doesn't hold your best interest. De-Cult Inner Work What does inner work look like when it belongs to you? What happens when spiritual development is grounded in direct experience, self-observation, and truth rat…