Episode

Leaving the Lord's Recovery: Honoring the Journey of Halli Carbrey

Podcast
Honoring the Journey
Published
Mar 16, 2026
Duration seconds
3790
Processing state
not_requested
Canonical source
https://www.patheos.com/editorial/podcasts/honoring-the-journey
Audio
https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/afp-13455-injected.calisto.simplecastaudio.com/436ddef1-73dc-47da-9031-10559aad1978/episodes/9ae39eba-a6cc-467c-a73e-04ad94347ca1/audio/128/default.mp3?aid=rss_feed&awCollectionId=436ddef1-73dc-47da-9031-10559aad1978&awEpisodeId=9ae39eba-a6cc-467c-a73e-04ad94347ca1&feed=Swlbwx2u
JSON
/v1/public/podcasts/honoring-the-journey-6751564/episodes/leaving-the-lord-s-recovery-honoring-the-journey-of-halli-carbrey
Markdown
/podcast/honoring-the-journey-6751564/leaving-the-lord-s-recovery-honoring-the-journey-of-halli-carbrey.md

Actions

  • POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/honoring-the-journey-6751564/episodes/leaving-the-lord-s-recovery-honoring-the-journey-of-halli-carbrey/transcription-requests
    Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode.
  • GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/honoring-the-journey-6751564/leaving-the-lord-s-recovery-honoring-the-journey-of-halli-carbrey.md
    Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource.

Summary

Today on Honoring the Journey, Leslie chats with a new friend, Hallie Carbrey about leaving high control religion. Halli shares her story of growing up in a small, insular group called the Lord's Recovery, experiencing excommunication with her then-husband in 2019, and navigating the complex process of deconstruction while raising three children. The discussion explores themes of religious trauma, purity culture's impact on sexuality, the struggle to find identity beyond rigid belief systems, and the journey toward self-trust and authentic spirituality. Both women reflect on questioning deeply held beliefs, the loss of community when leaving religion, and finding healing through vulnerability and connection. Halli, who transitioned from being a Christian couples therapist to a religious trauma and sex coach, emphasizes the importance of rest, unconditional self-love, and creating safe spaces for others wrestling with similar experiences.