{"podcast":{"title":"The Nuance Diaries","slug":"the-nuance-diaries-7119430","podcast_index_feed_id":7119430,"rss_url":"https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/1646872.rss","website_url":"https://thenuancediaries.substack.com/podcast","image_url":"https://substackcdn.com/feed/podcast/1646872/d261d626912eca102e8a79ca09de2e70.jpg","author":"Alexa Juanita Jordan","episode_count":59,"summary":"You know those texts that are reserved for the group chat? That's the kind of vibe you'll find here. Consider my vulnerability a permission slip for yours.","last_synced_at":"2026-06-29T04:19:15.401476+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-nuance-diaries-7119430"},"episode":{"title":"What in God's (Wild \"Wicked\" Wanting) Name","slug":"what-in-god-s-wild-wicked-wanting-name","published_at":"2026-02-18T19:23:45+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-nuance-diaries-7119430/what-in-god-s-wild-wicked-wanting-name","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-nuance-diaries-7119430","url":"https://thenuancediaries.substack.com/p/what-in-gods-wild-wicked-wanting","audio_url":"https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/188408956/452f583b44a809a9729dc7bb4a5a9271.mp3","summary":"Happy Pisces Season. Happy New Year. Happy Ramadan. Happy Lent. Happy Lunar Eclipse. And happy “my birthday is in two days!” I wrote this song (which can also be read as a poem) almost exactly a year ago 2/26/25, around 2 AM. I had just turned 30. Here I am, about to be 31. I could ramble on quite a bit about how much I like this song, and how surprised I was to revisit it after a full year of, quite honestly, forgetting about it. I could talk about how, even though it’s Pisces season, I think my Scorpio moon had her hands in this one quite a bit. But I think right now I just want to share it and leave everything up to interpretation, and go back to what I was originally writing when I unexpectedly came across this forgotten gem. Transcript available here! https://wildcozyfree.substack.com This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit thenuancediaries.substack.com/subscribe","meta_description":"Happy Pisces Season. Happy New Year. Happy Ramadan. Happy Lent. Happy Lunar Eclipse. And happy “my birthday is in two days!” I wrote this song (which can…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":342,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-nuance-diaries-7119430/episodes/what-in-god-s-wild-wicked-wanting-name/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-nuance-diaries-7119430/what-in-god-s-wild-wicked-wanting-name.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}