{"podcast":{"title":"The Monet Noctaris Podcast","slug":"the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417","podcast_index_feed_id":7861417,"rss_url":"https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/2148091619/feed","website_url":"https://www.monetnoctaris.com/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast","image_url":"https://kajabi-storefronts-production.kajabi-cdn.com/kajabi-storefronts-production/file-uploads/sites/135969/images/515fa-5a4b-e8f-ea72-fa6c83f0443d_Monet_Noctaris_Podcast_4_.png","author":"Monet Noctaris","episode_count":12,"summary":"The Monet Noctaris Podcast is for those who can no longer pretend the old world makes sense. Through grounded spiritual insight, personal story, and cultural disentanglement, Monet explores what happens when the systems, identities, relationships, and beliefs that once held us begin to break apart. This is a podcast about disillusionment as initiation, sovereignty as embodiment, and the slow, often messy process of becoming coherent in a world built to keep us fragmented. For the ones waking up from performance, programming, spiritual bypassing, self-abandonment, and inherited survival patterns — welcome. There is a way through. www.monetnoctaris.com","last_synced_at":"2026-07-25T06:20:34.679480+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417"},"episode":{"title":"9. When Six Figures Became Self-Abandonment","slug":"9-when-six-figures-became-self-abandonment","published_at":"2026-07-03T17:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/9-when-six-figures-became-self-abandonment","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417","url":"https://www.monetnoctaris.com/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast/episodes/2149226780","audio_url":"https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/medias/2149226780.mp3","summary":"What happens when you finally reach the milestone you were taught would make you feel safe, successful, and free — and instead, your whole body says no? In this episode, I’m talking about disillusionment with success: the kind that comes when the business works, the numbers grow, the goal is reached… but the life underneath it is no longer sustainable. I share the story of building a six-figure spiritual business while overriding my body, over-giving to clients, blurring the lines between service and self-abandonment, and trying to keep scaling inside a model that was slowly burning me out. I also speak about the moment everything finally became clear: success, as I had been taught to pursue it, was not sovereignty. It was another system asking me to leave myself behind. This episode also marks the bridge from disillusionment into disentanglement within the Sovereign Human Pathway. Because once we see the illusion clearly, the next question becomes: what are we still organized around that no longer belongs to us? I also share, in real time, how this is shaping the way I’m reopening my one-on-one work now — with stronger boundaries, more self-trust, and a very different definition of success. For me now, success is not endless growth, constant scaling, or proving my worth through exhaustion. Success is having a life where I can breathe. www.monetnoctaris.com Download the free Sovereign Human Pathway Book a Soul Guidance Session Follow me on Instagram Follow me on Substack","meta_description":"What happens when you finally reach the milestone you were taught would make you feel safe, successful, and free — and instead, your whole body says no? I…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":3576,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/episodes/9-when-six-figures-became-self-abandonment/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/9-when-six-figures-became-self-abandonment.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}