{"podcast":{"title":"The Monet Noctaris Podcast","slug":"the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417","podcast_index_feed_id":7861417,"rss_url":"https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/2148091619/feed","website_url":"https://www.monetnoctaris.com/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast","image_url":"https://kajabi-storefronts-production.kajabi-cdn.com/kajabi-storefronts-production/file-uploads/sites/135969/images/515fa-5a4b-e8f-ea72-fa6c83f0443d_Monet_Noctaris_Podcast_4_.png","author":"Monet Noctaris","episode_count":12,"summary":"The Monet Noctaris Podcast is for those who can no longer pretend the old world makes sense. Through grounded spiritual insight, personal story, and cultural disentanglement, Monet explores what happens when the systems, identities, relationships, and beliefs that once held us begin to break apart. This is a podcast about disillusionment as initiation, sovereignty as embodiment, and the slow, often messy process of becoming coherent in a world built to keep us fragmented. For the ones waking up from performance, programming, spiritual bypassing, self-abandonment, and inherited survival patterns — welcome. There is a way through. www.monetnoctaris.com","last_synced_at":"2026-07-25T06:20:34.679480+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417"},"episode":{"title":"3. Sacred Rage & the End of Being Easy to Love","slug":"3-sacred-rage-the-end-of-being-easy-to-love","published_at":"2026-05-22T14:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/3-sacred-rage-the-end-of-being-easy-to-love","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417","url":"https://www.monetnoctaris.com/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast/episodes/2149208100","audio_url":"https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/medias/2149208100.mp3","summary":"In this episode, Monet shares a personal reflection on dating again after a year of healing, and what it means to enter connection without abandoning yourself. From there, she opens a deeper conversation about sacred rage: the anger that rises when we have spent years overriding our own knowing, abandoning ourselves for love, and trying to be “easy” enough not to be left. This is an episode about resentment, self-betrayal, emotional survival, leaving what harms you, and learning how to let the fire burn down the false contracts — without letting it burn you. Your anger is not wrong. Sometimes, it is the fire that purifies what was never true so that you can come back to yourself. Visit monetnoctaris.com  for more.","meta_description":"In this episode, Monet shares a personal reflection on dating again after a year of healing, and what it means to enter connection without abandoning your…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2684,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/episodes/3-sacred-rage-the-end-of-being-easy-to-love/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/3-sacred-rage-the-end-of-being-easy-to-love.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}