{"podcast":{"title":"The Monet Noctaris Podcast","slug":"the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417","podcast_index_feed_id":7861417,"rss_url":"https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/2148091619/feed","website_url":"https://www.monetnoctaris.com/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast","image_url":"https://kajabi-storefronts-production.kajabi-cdn.com/kajabi-storefronts-production/file-uploads/sites/135969/images/515fa-5a4b-e8f-ea72-fa6c83f0443d_Monet_Noctaris_Podcast_4_.png","author":"Monet Noctaris","episode_count":12,"summary":"The Monet Noctaris Podcast is for those who can no longer pretend the old world makes sense. Through grounded spiritual insight, personal story, and cultural disentanglement, Monet explores what happens when the systems, identities, relationships, and beliefs that once held us begin to break apart. This is a podcast about disillusionment as initiation, sovereignty as embodiment, and the slow, often messy process of becoming coherent in a world built to keep us fragmented. For the ones waking up from performance, programming, spiritual bypassing, self-abandonment, and inherited survival patterns — welcome. There is a way through. www.monetnoctaris.com","last_synced_at":"2026-07-25T06:20:34.679480+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417"},"episode":{"title":"2. No More Crucifixes Above the Doors","slug":"2-no-more-crucifixes-above-the-doors","published_at":"2026-05-15T07:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/2-no-more-crucifixes-above-the-doors","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417","url":"https://www.monetnoctaris.com/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast/episodes/2149206671","audio_url":"https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/medias/2149206671.mp3","summary":"In this episode, Monet reflects on growing up in the open-hearted spiritual landscape of Encinitas, the quiet grief of returning to a hometown that has changed, and the deeper meaning of sanctuary. She shares, for the first time, part of her story of living inside a marriage shaped by religious control, lack of bodily autonomy, and the slow erosion of her own inner knowing. Through memories of contrasting spaces of worship, hidden tarot cards, crucifixes above every door, and the moment she began to reclaim her own home, Monet explores the difference between the sacred and a control structure. This is an episode about intuition, embodiment, spiritual autonomy, and remembering that real love does not ask you to abandon yourself. Visit www.monetnoctaris.com  to learn more.","meta_description":"In this episode, Monet reflects on growing up in the open-hearted spiritual landscape of Encinitas, the quiet grief of returning to a hometown that has ch…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2817,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/episodes/2-no-more-crucifixes-above-the-doors/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-monet-noctaris-podcast-7861417/2-no-more-crucifixes-above-the-doors.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}