{"podcast":{"title":"Spiritual Stylism (English Version)","slug":"spiritual-stylism-english-version-7051010","podcast_index_feed_id":7051010,"rss_url":"https://feed.podbean.com/spiritualstylism/feed.xml","website_url":"https://spiritualstylism.podbean.com","image_url":"https://pbcdn1.podbean.com/imglogo/image-logo/18624893/Untitled_Artwork_8_gbqk79.jpg","author":"Antje Gerstmann","episode_count":97,"summary":"A return to yourself… This podcast is a living space. I speak from what is present, from lived experience and from embodiment. Nothing here is scripted, edited or polished. The words arise as they are spoken, raw, honest and real. Each episode is recorded once in German and once in English and of course never truly the same. This podcast is not meant to be consumed. It is an invitation to listen slowly, to feel beneath the words, and to notice what resonates within you. If something settles in your body, if you feel a little more present, little more yourself, then it has done what it came to do. Spoken from life within me Antje","last_synced_at":"2026-07-23T06:17:43.827581+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/spiritual-stylism-english-version-7051010"},"episode":{"title":"#84 I love you AND I walk away. The integrated Priestess Archetype.","slug":"84-i-love-you-and-i-walk-away-the-integrated-priestess-archetype","published_at":"2026-04-22T20:38:24+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/spiritual-stylism-english-version-7051010/84-i-love-you-and-i-walk-away-the-integrated-priestess-archetype","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/spiritual-stylism-english-version-7051010","url":"https://spiritualstylism.podbean.com/e/84-i-love-you-and-i-leave-youthe-integrated-priestess-archetype/","audio_url":"https://mcdn.podbean.com/mf/web/qn45v5maq782vz4w/Priestess_Logic_9g57j.mp3","summary":"In this episode I speak about one of the deepest pattern in many women. The unconscious belief that \"if I just love enough, he/she will meet me there\", or I can love another person into their healing. This happens when we fall in love with the potential of another human being and are not able to see reality fully. We are literally \"blind\" for what is actually truly embodied and the capacity of this person right now. The gift of seeing the potential, the essence of another human is absolutely beautiful and comes from a huge capacity of love and a pure and innocent heart. If we are not willing or able to also see what is real and how this person interacts in daily life, we are trapped in a fantasy. We don´t really see the person in front of us anymore, we are in a relationship with something that could be possible but isn't real yet. And this is hard to accept and to let go of, but every human being has its own free will and its own timeline to start the journey of their own transformation and even if we can see how it could be, we need to surrender into the fact, that it isn't here yet choose what serves us most, wich is sometimes leaving, even if we love them truly.","meta_description":"In this episode I speak about one of the deepest pattern in many women. The unconscious belief that \"if I just love enough, he/she will meet me there\", or…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2342,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/spiritual-stylism-english-version-7051010/episodes/84-i-love-you-and-i-walk-away-the-integrated-priestess-archetype/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/spiritual-stylism-english-version-7051010/84-i-love-you-and-i-walk-away-the-integrated-priestess-archetype.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}