{"podcast":{"title":"REWILD + FREE","slug":"rewild-free-6279816","podcast_index_feed_id":6279816,"rss_url":"https://feeds.captivate.fm/rewildandfree/","website_url":"https://www.nicolepasveer.com/podcast","image_url":"https://artwork.captivate.fm/52e62723-99e8-475f-8fea-80a96a32ff14/G3ztIPzyPR1eJ20G52CwUQTD.jpg","author":"Nicole Pasveer","episode_count":98,"summary":"What happens when you stop trying to fit neatly into this world? When you unbecome everything you were told to be? When you breathe nuance into a world obsessed with the binary? When you stop chasing linear success and remember the power of the cyclical, the seasonal—the way we were always meant to be? This is REWILD + FREE. Not a blueprint. But an invitation. To unmask. To unravel. To break free—not just from survival, but from the deep conditioning that keeps us disconnected. From each other. From our bodies. From the earth. In all facets of life—motherhood, womanhood, conscious business, spirituality. These are the conversations social media can’t hold space for. The ones that don’t fit into bite-sized posts or neat little soundbites. The messy, layered, deeply human ones. A mix of raw personal musings and soul-stirring interviews with those willing to go beyond the surface. I’m Nicole Pasveer—mother, truth-seeker, activator. Someone who spent years untangling herself from stories that were never hers to hold. I’ve done the people-pleasing, the perfectionism, the fitting into boxes too small for me. I know what it feels like to wake up and realize—this isn’t who I am. So here w…","last_synced_at":"2026-06-14T00:19:39.123735+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/rewild-free-6279816"},"episode":{"title":"MUSINGS + MAGICK: ADHD Diagnosis Dilemmas and New Seasons of Motherhood (SEPTEMBER FULL MOON WITH LAUREN AND NICOLE)","slug":"musings-magick-adhd-diagnosis-dilemmas-and-new-seasons-of-motherhood-september-full-moon-with-lauren-and-nicole","published_at":"2025-09-10T17:53:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/rewild-free-6279816/musings-magick-adhd-diagnosis-dilemmas-and-new-seasons-of-motherhood-september-full-moon-with-lauren-and-nicole","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/rewild-free-6279816","url":"https://rewildandfree.captivate.fm/episode/musings-magick-adhd-diagnosis-dilemmas-and-new-seasons-of-motherhood-september-full-moon-with-lauren-and-nicole","audio_url":"https://episodes.captivate.fm/episode/ab91f3e4-cd0a-4e12-9ee3-4cba35bbce45.mp3","summary":"Under September’s full moon, we sit in the messy middle of it all—thresholds, tenderness, and the very human urge to know what’s on the other side. In this episode, Lauren shares the mixed cocktail of grief and excitement as her daughter starts preschool and a whole new chapter of life and motherhood (and schedule) opens up. Nicole reflects on the one-year mark of her child’s autism diagnosis and what softened in their family because of language, support, and self-compassion.  We also name the messy, nuanced terrain of exploring neurodivergence in adulthood as Lauren moves toward a formal ADHD assessment—the freedom, the grief, and the relief of finally having words for what’s been true all along.  This episode is a love letter to liminality and a reminder that rhythm beats routine, devotion beats perfection, and identity is allowed to be in flux. If you’re carrying a lot, if you’re crossing a portal you can’t yet see through, or if you just need permission to cry, rest, and still call it forward motion—this one’s for you. You’ll hear us talk about: Thresholds and rites of passage for mothers and families Why language (matrescence, autism, ADHD) can create compassion, not boxes Time freedom, ambition, and not overloading a new season Rhythm over routine, devotion over perfection Friendship, grief, and letting the full spectrum be welcome Thanks so much for hanging out with us, if you enjoy these episodes please share them with a friend, leave a review wherever you’re listening from, and come on over to instagram to continue the conversation. Connect with Nicole on IG ( @nicolepasveer )  Connect with Lauren on IG ( @nestandnourish )  . . P.S. Are you a birthworker or mother care provider who wants to make a deeper impact with your clients? Join us in…","meta_description":"Under September’s full moon, we sit in the messy middle of it all—thresholds, tenderness, and the very human urge to know what’s on the other side. 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