{"podcast":{"title":"Proxy with Yowei Shaw","slug":"proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758","podcast_index_feed_id":6910758,"rss_url":"https://feed.proxypodcast.com/","website_url":"https://www.proxypodcast.com/","image_url":"https://f.prxu.org/9862/images/1a076e99-c27d-4d1d-a424-ccfb5a0e6139/Radiotopia_Proxy_Tile_with_No_Name.jpg","author":"Yowei Shaw (proxythepod@gmail.com)","episode_count":29,"summary":"Proxy investigates the weird, specific feelings that run our lives and world — sometimes by finding someone who gets it, sometimes by reporting from the emotions beat. Hosted by Yowei Shaw, former co-host and senior producer of Invisibilia. We’ll be back with new cases this fall — and we’ll be dropping a few treats in the feed this summer. Follow the show so you don’t miss the next case. Follow us on Instagram: @proxypodcast @yoweishaw Get in touch at proxythepod@gmail.com If you’re new, try: Bisexual Wife Guy , Yowei Can't Speak Bro , or Jane Doesn't Like Her Dogs .","last_synced_at":"2026-07-21T16:19:58.386225+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758"},"episode":{"title":"Yaroslava Can't Go Home","slug":"yaroslava-can-t-go-home","published_at":"2025-10-21T07:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758/yaroslava-can-t-go-home","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758","url":"https://play.prx.org/listen?ge=prx_9862_88077577-a12f-453e-8982-6fdf5a4abe39&uf=https%3A%2F%2Ffeed.proxypodcast.com%2F","audio_url":"https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/tracking.swap.fm/track/sblTq32fyWAjsHzze2LG/pscrb.fm/rss/p/dovetail.prxu.org/9862/88077577-a12f-453e-8982-6fdf5a4abe39/Yaroslava_Can_t_Go_Home_no_campaign_update_with_one_skin_ad.mp3","summary":"The case of the teenager who can't go home. Yaroslava was 16 when she woke up in Ukraine to the sound of explosions and had to flee her town in Ukraine. Now Yara is 19, living in New York, studying digital marketing, arranging flowers, and doing better. But her grandma is still back home. Her friends are scattered. And every time Yara starts to enjoy her life here, she feels guilty for not being back home. In this episode, Yowei hosts a proxy conversation between Yaroslava and Sariyah Abuzant, a filmmaker from Palestine who also had to make a life far from the place she loves. Together, they investigate displacement, guilt, long-distance friendship, and the small ways we keep home alive after we leave. From the episode: — Dignity Beyond Borders — learn more about their work: www.dignitybeyondborders.org , Instagram , Facebook , and LinkedIn : @dignitybeyondborders — Yaroslava — on Instagram: @yasiiaaaa — Sariyah Abuzant — watch her film FordDat: https://vimeo.com/1101397354?fl=pl&fe=sh — Dignity Beyond Borders — learn more about their work: www.dignitybeyondborders.org Instagram, Facebook, and LinkedIn: @dignitybeyondborders — Yaroslava — on Instagram: @yasiiaaaa — Sariyah Abuzant — watch her film FordDat : https://vimeo.com/1101397354 New to Proxy? New to Proxy? Try Bisexual Wife Guy for a classic case, or Mic Chooses the Wrong Life , for another story about when the road not taken won’t leave you alone For episode liner notes, show gossip, and dispatches from the emotions beat, get our free newsletter File Under Feelings at proxyhq.org . Proxy is an independent show, supported mostly by listeners. Paid members get bonus episodes, ad-free listening, live Proxy hangs, and the satisfaction of keeping emotional investigative journalism alive 🍏 Follow us on Instagram…","meta_description":"The case of the teenager who can't go home. Yaroslava was 16 when she woke up in Ukraine to the sound of explosions and had to flee her town in Ukraine. N…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2515,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758/episodes/yaroslava-can-t-go-home/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758/yaroslava-can-t-go-home.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}