{"podcast":{"title":"Proxy with Yowei Shaw","slug":"proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758","podcast_index_feed_id":6910758,"rss_url":"https://feed.proxypodcast.com/","website_url":"https://www.proxypodcast.com/","image_url":"https://f.prxu.org/9862/images/1a076e99-c27d-4d1d-a424-ccfb5a0e6139/Radiotopia_Proxy_Tile_with_No_Name.jpg","author":"Yowei Shaw (proxythepod@gmail.com)","episode_count":29,"summary":"Proxy investigates the weird, specific feelings that run our lives and world — sometimes by finding someone who gets it, sometimes by reporting from the emotions beat. Hosted by Yowei Shaw, former co-host and senior producer of Invisibilia. We’ll be back with new cases this fall — and we’ll be dropping a few treats in the feed this summer. Follow the show so you don’t miss the next case. Follow us on Instagram: @proxypodcast @yoweishaw Get in touch at proxythepod@gmail.com If you’re new, try: Bisexual Wife Guy , Yowei Can't Speak Bro , or Jane Doesn't Like Her Dogs .","last_synced_at":"2026-07-21T16:19:58.386225+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758"},"episode":{"title":"Aparna and the Self-Loathing Introvert","slug":"aparna-and-the-self-loathing-introvert","published_at":"2025-05-20T07:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758/aparna-and-the-self-loathing-introvert","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758","url":"https://play.prx.org/listen?ge=prx_9862_ecfaba52-f745-4946-97cb-b29be295c02b&uf=https%3A%2F%2Ffeed.proxypodcast.com%2F","audio_url":"https://dts.podtrac.com/redirect.mp3/tracking.swap.fm/track/sblTq32fyWAjsHzze2LG/pscrb.fm/rss/p/dovetail.prxu.org/9862/ecfaba52-f745-4946-97cb-b29be295c02b/260222_Aparna_and_the_Self-Loathing_Introvert_NEW_CREDITS_MASTER.mp3","summary":"The case of the introvert who keeps waiting for personality puberty to hit. For most of her life, Yowei saw her introversion as a character flaw to fix. Then Yowei read Unreliable Narrator by comedian Aparna Nancherla and realized she wasn't the only one who felt this way. In this episode, Yowei talks introvert-to-introvert with Aparna about self-loathing, performance, the extrovert ideal, Asian woman stereotypes, why “be yourself” is terrible advice, and how to take up space without trying to become someone else. From the episode: — Aparna Nancherla, author of Unreliable Narrator: Me, Myself, and Imposter Syndrome — on Instagram @aparnapkin : www.aparnacomedy.com — Quiet: The Power of Introverts in a World That Can't Stop Talking by Susan Cain New to Proxy? Try Bisexual Wife Guy for a classic case, or Yowei Can't Speak Bro for a story where Yowei tries to understand the terrifying emotional language known as bro-speak. For episode liner notes, show gossip, and dispatches from the emotions beat, get our free newsletter File Under Feelings at proxyhq.org . Proxy is an independent show, supported mostly by listeners. Paid members get bonus episodes, ad-free listening, live Proxy hangs, and the satisfaction of keeping emotional investigative journalism alive 🍏 Follow us on Instagram — @proxypodcast @yoweishaw Visit — proxypodcast.com Get in touch — proxythepod@gmail.com","meta_description":"The case of the introvert who keeps waiting for personality puberty to hit. For most of her life, Yowei saw her introversion as a character flaw to fix. T…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2495,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758/episodes/aparna-and-the-self-loathing-introvert/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/proxy-with-yowei-shaw-6910758/aparna-and-the-self-loathing-introvert.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}