{"podcast":{"title":"Now What? Podcast","slug":"now-what-podcast-6669541","podcast_index_feed_id":6669541,"rss_url":"https://feeds.acast.com/public/shows/6936339a76f89ba373d297c3","website_url":"https://motheringonmyown.com.au/","image_url":"https://assets.pippa.io/shows/6936339a76f89ba373d297c3/show-cover.jpg","author":"ODd Network","episode_count":102,"summary":"Now What? is a podcast for single mothers, solo mums by choice and women navigating separation, co-parenting, dating again and blended families. Formerly Mothering On My Own, the show has evolved to reflect how single motherhood keeps shifting and reshaping over time. Hosted by Rachel Maksimovic, it’s a space for honest conversations, expert insights and real stories that help you feel less alone as you navigate each new chapter and ask yourself… now what? Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.","last_synced_at":null,"page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/now-what-podcast-6669541"},"episode":{"title":"I am grieving a marriage I needed to leave- with Tara Pavlovic","slug":"i-am-grieving-a-marriage-i-needed-to-leave-with-tara-pavlovic","published_at":"2026-04-29T08:41:48+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/now-what-podcast-6669541/i-am-grieving-a-marriage-i-needed-to-leave-with-tara-pavlovic","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/now-what-podcast-6669541","url":"https://shows.acast.com/nowwhatpodcast/episodes/i-am-grieving-a-marriage-i-needed-to-leave-with-tara-pavlovi","audio_url":"https://sphinx.acast.com/p/open/s/6936339a76f89ba373d297c3/e/69f1c44c526757e10b9a467a/media.mp3","summary":"Tara Pavlovic is a Gold Coast-based content creator and mum of two who recently announced her separation — and the response from women everywhere made it clear this conversation needed to happen. Rachel and Tara get into what the lead-up to leaving actually looks like from the inside. The years of therapy. The panic attacks. The couples counselling that didn't save the marriage but mattered anyway. The Fiji holiday they booked because they knew they could still have a good time together. And the moment Tara's body made the decision before her mind was ready to. They also go somewhere neither of them planned — into what it does to a woman's sense of self when she realises her version of the marriage and his were two completely different realities. And what it means to lose trust in yourself so completely that you can't imagine ever choosing again. Honest, raw, and at times genuinely surprising. This one will probably make you cry at least once. In this episode: Why the hardest part of leaving isn't what comes after — it's the decision itself What couples counselling actually does when it doesn't save the marriage How alcohol can hold a relationship together — and what happens when it's gone The moment the panic attacks became impossible to ignore Why she doesn't believe anyone will truly love her now What it feels like to lose all trust in yourself after a marriage ends What Tara would say to any woman sitting in that dark place right now Find Tara: @tarapavlovic Now What is hosted by Rachel Maksimovic. Follow @rachel.maksimovic & @nowwhat.podcast on Instagram. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information.","meta_description":"Tara Pavlovic is a Gold Coast-based content creator and mum of two who recently announced her separation — and the response from women everywhere made it…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2171,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/now-what-podcast-6669541/episodes/i-am-grieving-a-marriage-i-needed-to-leave-with-tara-pavlovic/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/now-what-podcast-6669541/i-am-grieving-a-marriage-i-needed-to-leave-with-tara-pavlovic.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}