{"podcast":{"title":"Mindfully Disruptive","slug":"mindfully-disruptive-7092517","podcast_index_feed_id":7092517,"rss_url":"https://feeds.transistor.fm/mindfully-disruptive","website_url":null,"image_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/n5_zoNHwGInqChtQCeMGqRjxSMfdmNQ2xdtHGL9w44U/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:1400/h:1400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9kMWZh/YzBlMTNhMDg0MWVl/MzExZTRkNzVkOTc5/MGYxNS5wbmc.jpg","author":"Patricia Rundblade","episode_count":80,"summary":"Mindfully Disruptive unfiltered. unapologetic. unignorable. Mindfully Disruptive is the podcast for the woman who has outgrown the life she built — and is finally ready to build the one that she has been craving. If you’ve ever whispered to yourself, How did I get here… and why doesn’t my life fit anymore? Who am I now? Why does everything feel different? — pull up a chair, friend. You’re in the right place. This show is for women moving through midlife — and yes, through perimenopause and menopause — as the initiation it truly is. Not as an ending; as a remembering - a return - a becoming. Together, we explore the exhaustion beneath the exhaustion: the draining of your energy, the control used in order to feel safe, the ways we continually hand our power away, and the ancestral burdens we continue to carry rent-free in our minds, hearts, and bodies. Through tools like Human Design, Gene Keys, creative art practices, ancestral medicine, divination, and shamanic wisdom, we explore what it means to reclaim your energy, your identity, and your self-leadership. On your own terms. In your own timing. In your own design. Each week, we dive into Human Design and Gene Keys teachings that…","last_synced_at":"2026-07-23T06:19:41.522307+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517"},"episode":{"title":"S5: Episode 67 - How the Tarot's 10 of Wands Can Help You Untangle Life's Heavy Knots","slug":"s5-episode-67-how-the-tarot-s-10-of-wands-can-help-you-untangle-life-s-heavy-knots","published_at":"2026-04-05T20:37:57+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517/s5-episode-67-how-the-tarot-s-10-of-wands-can-help-you-untangle-life-s-heavy-knots","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517","url":"https://mindfullydisruptivethepodcast.transistor.fm/67","audio_url":"https://media.transistor.fm/98484bfa/c48aec9b.mp3","summary":"ABOUT THIS EPISODE You already know what it feels like to carry too much. The weight that doesn't announce itself dramatically — it just accumulates. Slowly. Quietly. Until one day you realize you've been moving through life bent under a load you can't quite name and haven't quite been able to set down. In this episode Patricia brings the tarot into the conversation — not as prediction, but as mirror. Specifically, the 10 of Wands. That figure in the card, bent forward under a bundle of heavy staves, barely able to see where they're going. If you've ever looked at that image and felt something shift in your chest — this episode is for you. Patricia traces the history of exhaustion — from the Victorian-era diagnosis of Neurasthenia to modern burnout — and asks the question underneath all of it: what have we been conditioned to carry, and who decided it was ours to hold? This isn't just an intellectual exploration. Patricia moves through the emotional and energetic cost of living under too much — the toll it takes on the body, on finances, on relationships, on the quiet sense of self that gets buried under the doing. She weaves in reflection questions that don't let you off the hook gently: What would it feel like to set one thing down? Where are you waiting for permission to ask for help? What are you holding that was never actually yours? And she introduces the Body Map — a tarot spread, guided art practice, and journal prompts woven together as a somatic creative experience to help you locate where the burdens are living in the body and begin the honest work of untangling them. Because the knots don't dissolve from the outside. They loosen from within. WHAT WE COVER — The history of exhaustion — from Neurasthenia to burnout — and the cultural conditioning that taught…","meta_description":"ABOUT THIS EPISODE You already know what it feels like to carry too much. The weight that doesn't announce itself dramatically — it just accumulates. 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