{"podcast":{"title":"Mindfully Disruptive","slug":"mindfully-disruptive-7092517","podcast_index_feed_id":7092517,"rss_url":"https://feeds.transistor.fm/mindfully-disruptive","website_url":null,"image_url":"https://img.transistorcdn.com/n5_zoNHwGInqChtQCeMGqRjxSMfdmNQ2xdtHGL9w44U/rs:fill:0:0:1/w:1400/h:1400/q:60/mb:500000/aHR0cHM6Ly9pbWct/dXBsb2FkLXByb2R1/Y3Rpb24udHJhbnNp/c3Rvci5mbS9kMWZh/YzBlMTNhMDg0MWVl/MzExZTRkNzVkOTc5/MGYxNS5wbmc.jpg","author":"Patricia Rundblade","episode_count":80,"summary":"Mindfully Disruptive unfiltered. unapologetic. unignorable. Mindfully Disruptive is the podcast for the woman who has outgrown the life she built — and is finally ready to build the one that she has been craving. If you’ve ever whispered to yourself, How did I get here… and why doesn’t my life fit anymore? Who am I now? Why does everything feel different? — pull up a chair, friend. You’re in the right place. This show is for women moving through midlife — and yes, through perimenopause and menopause — as the initiation it truly is. Not as an ending; as a remembering - a return - a becoming. Together, we explore the exhaustion beneath the exhaustion: the draining of your energy, the control used in order to feel safe, the ways we continually hand our power away, and the ancestral burdens we continue to carry rent-free in our minds, hearts, and bodies. Through tools like Human Design, Gene Keys, creative art practices, ancestral medicine, divination, and shamanic wisdom, we explore what it means to reclaim your energy, your identity, and your self-leadership. On your own terms. In your own timing. In your own design. Each week, we dive into Human Design and Gene Keys teachings that…","last_synced_at":"2026-07-23T06:19:41.522307+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517"},"episode":{"title":"S5:Episode 64 - The Ten Year Old CFO","slug":"s5-episode-64-the-ten-year-old-cfo","published_at":"2026-03-09T02:49:30+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517/s5-episode-64-the-ten-year-old-cfo","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517","url":"https://mindfullydisruptivethepodcast.transistor.fm/64","audio_url":"https://media.transistor.fm/5bed9000/69edf394.mp3","summary":"What if your money problem has nothing to do with money? What if it started in a room you haven't gone back to yet — at an age you were never supposed to be carrying what you were carrying — with a voice that told you something about your worth that was never, ever true? In this episode of Mindfully Disruptive, Patricia gets into the money wound that lives below every budget, every abundance affirmation, every financial strategy that works for a while and then somehow doesn't. This is the episode for the woman who works hard, does everything right, and still cannot figure out why the money never quite lands and stays. What You'll Hear in This Episode: Patricia opens with a confession that reframes everything: she became the CFO of her family household at ten years old. Not metaphorically. She was writing checks and balancing the family bank account because her father needed her to hold it. She traces how that one moment compounded across a lifetime and shows how each experience layered onto the original wound, confirming the same belief in new rooms with new people. Patricia then draws the distinction that changes everything for women who are stuck in money cycles despite their intelligence, their work ethic, and their desire to break free. You cannot discipline your way out of a somatic imprint. The pattern is not in the spreadsheet. It is in the body. She explains the protective logic underneath the pattern was never self-destruction. It was a ten year old's brilliant, loving attempt to keep you safe from something that felt absolutely catastrophic. And she shares what she has learned about what it actually takes to change it. Not strategy. Not discipline. Not another framework. Retrieval. The body. Creativity. Coming home. Who This Episode Is For: This episode is fo…","meta_description":"What if your money problem has nothing to do with money? What if it started in a room you haven't gone back to yet — at an age you were never supposed to…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":1359,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/mindfully-disruptive-7092517/episodes/s5-episode-64-the-ten-year-old-cfo/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/mindfully-disruptive-7092517/s5-episode-64-the-ten-year-old-cfo.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}