{"podcast":{"title":"I Am Astrology Readings Podcast with Paul Heath","slug":"i-am-astrology-readings-podcast-with-paul-heath-264985","podcast_index_feed_id":264985,"rss_url":"https://feeds.soundcloud.com/users/soundcloud:users:746190790/sounds.rss","website_url":"https://www.iamastrologyreadings.com/","image_url":"https://artwork.captivate.fm/4f388d8e-46e6-4ad5-ab20-4caf3402657a/logo-33.jpg","author":"I Am Astrology Readings Podcast","episode_count":300,"summary":"Welcome to a different kind of astrology podcast—where the stars don’t just predict, they initiate. Hosted by Paul Heath, mythic architect and ritual teacher, this podcast offers immersive astrology readings that go far beyond horoscopes. Each episode is a living transmission, weaving planetary movements with archetypal storytelling, numerology, and tarot to reveal the deeper patterns shaping your life. Whether you’re navigating a Venus–Pluto square, decoding your rising sign, or seeking clarity in a moment of transformation, Paul guides you through the symbolic terrain with precision, poetry, and soul. These aren’t just forecasts—they’re invitations to participate in your own mythic unfolding. Tune in for weekly readings, ritual insights, and transmissions that speak to the seeker, the mystic, and the strategist within. KNOW THYSELF BALANCE YOUR ENERGY","last_synced_at":"2026-07-21T10:19:32.789768+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-astrology-readings-podcast-with-paul-heath-264985"},"episode":{"title":"The Raymond Durr Network Interview Part 4 — Grieving People Who Are Still Alive, Accountability & The Two Crackheads | Astrology Ride of the Day","slug":"the-raymond-durr-network-interview-part-4-grieving-people-who-are-still-alive-accountability-the-two-crackheads-astrology-ride-of-the-day","published_at":"2026-06-30T20:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-astrology-readings-podcast-with-paul-heath-264985/the-raymond-durr-network-interview-part-4-grieving-people-who-are-still-alive-accountability-the-two-crackheads-astrology-ride-of-the-day","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-astrology-readings-podcast-with-paul-heath-264985","url":"https://i-am-astrology-readings.captivate.fm/episode/the-raymond-durr-network-interview-part-4-grieving-people-who-are-still-alive-accountability-the-two-crackheads-astrology-ride-of-the-day","audio_url":"https://episodes.captivate.fm/episode/4c55dc63-e0d9-4d87-8510-f8fad414b79f.mp3","summary":"A conversation with Raymond 369 of The Raymond Durr Network. Why you have to grieve people who are still living — breaking from the idea of what a relationship was supposed to be and mourning that version before you can actually move on. The two crackheads analogy — when one person decides to stop and the other doesn't, there are only three outcomes, and the same logic applies to any relationship outgrown, not just addiction. Knowing your birth chart well enough to understand why certain relationships had to run their course as part of the learning process. The lesson behind repeating the same relationship in different bodies until the lesson actually gets extracted and acted on. Energy as an inside-out game — the pebble in water rippling outward, chaos inside attracting chaos outside. Accountability to yourself, not just to others. Know thyself. Balance your energy. Takeaways Grieving people who are still alive is a distinct emotional process from grieving death — it requires breaking from the idea of what the relationship was supposed to be and mourning that lost expectation before genuine closure becomes possible. The two crackheads analogy illustrates that when one person in any relationship changes and the other doesn't, there are only three real outcomes — the second person changes too, the first person gets pulled back into the old pattern, or the relationship ends, and this logic applies to any outgrown dynamic, not just addiction. Repeating relationship patterns with different people in similar roles signals an unextracted lesson — the pattern only breaks once the lesson is identified and then actually acted upon, not just intellectually understood. Energy operates as an inside-out game — what's happening internally ripples outward like a pebble dropped in wat…","meta_description":"A conversation with Raymond 369 of The Raymond Durr Network. 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