{"podcast":{"title":"Help Me Abide","slug":"help-me-abide-6416012","podcast_index_feed_id":6416012,"rss_url":"https://anchor.fm/s/e33ea6f0/podcast/rss","website_url":"https://www.helpmeabide.com","image_url":"https://d3t3ozftmdmh3i.cloudfront.net/production/podcast_uploaded_nologo/38025340/38025340-1685911788233-16cfc81b01611.jpg","author":"Jennifer Beil","episode_count":75,"summary":"Our podcast aims to feature conversations with women who have overcome relatable struggles by abiding in the Lord Jesus Christ. We seek to provide trusted resources of help, encouragement and growth for our ministry and others, helping women to experience the abundant life that He promises.","last_synced_at":"2026-07-20T20:19:27.393168+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/help-me-abide-6416012"},"episode":{"title":"6.65 Beauty for Ashes: Darla Hillman | 4 Days in 2020 when God Never let Go","slug":"6-65-beauty-for-ashes-darla-hillman-4-days-in-2020-when-god-never-let-go","published_at":"2026-03-30T09:00:00+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/help-me-abide-6416012/6-65-beauty-for-ashes-darla-hillman-4-days-in-2020-when-god-never-let-go","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/help-me-abide-6416012","url":"https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/jennifer-beil/episodes/6-65-Beauty-for-Ashes-Darla-Hillman--4-Days-in-2020-when-God-Never-let-Go-e3g2mf8","audio_url":"https://anchor.fm/s/e33ea6f0/podcast/play/116529064/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-7%2Fa5a90529-c024-2ab4-0332-555af014f808.mp3","summary":"As you know, this season is called “Beauty for Ashes,” and throughout this season we’re talking with people who have walked through real pain and real loss, but who have also experienced how joy can somehow grow in the middle of it. Our guest today is Darla Hillman. Darla and her family went through something that so many people around the world faced during the pandemic. Within a short time, she lost both of her parents to COVID. That kind of loss changes a family. It leaves a lot of grief, a lot of questions, and a lot to carry. But one of the things that struck me when talking with Darla is that even after everything she and her family have endured, there’s still this genuine hope and joy when she speaks. Not a forced kind of positivity but a deep, steady faith that’s both comforting and honestly convicting in the best way. Today she’s going to share about the trials her family has faced, her grief, and the ways she’s seen God meet her in the middle of it all. Are you ready to be encouraged and equipped to abide in Christ? Let’s get into the heart of today’s episode. RESOURCES: He Keeps me Singing ⁠ - Song TEAM: ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Podcast Facilitator - Mrs Tammy Goddard ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Host - Jennifer Beil⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Social Media Director - Lisa Grubb ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Music Coordinator - Lindsey Osgood ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ Resource Promoter - Connie Marrujo⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ FO…","meta_description":"As you know, this season is called “Beauty for Ashes,” and throughout this season we’re talking with people who have walked through real pain and real los…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":4342,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/help-me-abide-6416012/episodes/6-65-beauty-for-ashes-darla-hillman-4-days-in-2020-when-god-never-let-go/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/help-me-abide-6416012/6-65-beauty-for-ashes-darla-hillman-4-days-in-2020-when-god-never-let-go.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}