{"podcast":{"title":"Danger, Vicious Dog","slug":"danger-vicious-dog-7683978","podcast_index_feed_id":7683978,"rss_url":"https://anchor.fm/s/10bfde498/podcast/rss","website_url":"https://testtubebaby.ca","image_url":"https://d3t3ozftmdmh3i.cloudfront.net/staging/podcast_uploaded_nologo/44861558/44861558-1775105575163-855c199ca2b6a.jpg","author":"TestTubeBaby","episode_count":94,"summary":"Started updating my bio Dec 31, 2023. Accidentally wrote four autofiction books. Slid from narrative into monologue—not stream-of-consciousness, more like speech-speed meaning performance. Trained my voice into AI, produced a shit-ton of pieces. Had too many. Needed a place to dump them. Saw a sign that said “Beware, Vicious Dog!” Misread it. Named the podcast Danger, Vicious Dog. Didn’t fix it. Just kept going. Queer. Cosmic. Sarcastic. Cheap. Accidentally committed to the bit. Some voice and art is AI... I don't know how I feel about that... so I'm working on figuring it out... how I feel.","last_synced_at":"2026-07-19T20:18:09.153413+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/danger-vicious-dog-7683978"},"episode":{"title":"E10: Everybody's Nose; S7: Atomic Clockwork Orange (Finale)","slug":"e10-everybody-s-nose-s7-atomic-clockwork-orange-finale","published_at":"2026-06-23T02:22:45+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/danger-vicious-dog-7683978/e10-everybody-s-nose-s7-atomic-clockwork-orange-finale","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/danger-vicious-dog-7683978","url":"https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/testtubebaby/episodes/E10-Everybodys-Nose-S7-Atomic-Clockwork-Orange-Finale-e3l5doe","audio_url":"https://anchor.fm/s/10bfde498/podcast/play/121861326/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-5-23%2F426651244-44100-2-51a6b015bd268.m4a","summary":"Before anything else, I need to say this clearly: While this episode could be said to be about many things, the part that stands out most for me may not stand out for you. You might not understand why I’m even talking about it in the episode description. You might assume it’s just a behind‑the‑curtain look at one gay man’s quirks. And honestly, depending on your age or cultural context, that might be exactly how it lands. Because this isn’t a universal gay male experience. It’s not something that feels like a defining trait. It’s not a secret I’ve been carrying or something that shaped my real life. It mostly lived in my imagination — a preference, a curiosity, a private preoccupation that never dictated who I was with or how I lived. So why does talking about it publicly feel so loaded? The image that keeps coming to mind is that scene in A Clockwork Orange where Alex is strapped into a chair, eyelids forced open, made to watch what he doesn’t want to see. That’s what this feels like. Not because the content is disturbing — it isn’t — but because I’m forcing myself to watch my own discomfort in real time. I’m holding my eyes open while I look at something that was always easy to joke about in private but suddenly feels disproportionately charged when I say it in public. And the absurd part is: I don’t know why I’m working so hard to feel comfortable about this. What do I gain? What’s the reward? There’s no prize at the end. No transformation. No “now I’m healed” moment. Even after writing this — even after reading drafts that I hoped would make it feel more neutral — I don’t feel more comfortable. If anything, I’m more aware of how much tension was there in the first place. And maybe that’s the generational piece. Younger queer people, especially those raised in onlin…","meta_description":"Before anything else, I need to say this clearly: While this episode could be said to be about many things, the part that stands out most for me may not s…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2401,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/danger-vicious-dog-7683978/episodes/e10-everybody-s-nose-s7-atomic-clockwork-orange-finale/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/danger-vicious-dog-7683978/e10-everybody-s-nose-s7-atomic-clockwork-orange-finale.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}