{"podcast":{"title":"Bedtime Talks With Zhan","slug":"bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091","podcast_index_feed_id":7114091,"rss_url":"https://media.rss.com/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/feed.xml","website_url":"https://rss.com/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan","image_url":"https://media.rss.com/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/20260307_110335_3622ab6ff2e2b52130171cecc286bc36.jpg","author":"Zhanvie Edmond","episode_count":29,"summary":"Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan, the heartwarming podcast segment from Zhan's Eyeline that explores the life of a young black woman. Bedtime Talks With Zhan is a faith-based podcast where late-night conversations meet divine revelation. From the comfort of her bedroom, Zhan opens up about the intimate truths, lessons, and spiritual insights God places on her heart. Through honest reflections and real-life experiences, she unpacks faith, growth, obedience, and the journey of deepening a relationship with Christ. Told from the perspective of a young Black woman navigating life with God, these conversations are raw, vulnerable, and Holy Spirit led. If you are seeking deeper intimacy with God and real conversations about faith, pull up a seat... it's time for Bedtime Talks! Make sure to subscribe, tune in bi-weekly, and join the conversation —you won’t want to miss an episode!","last_synced_at":"2026-07-13T00:18:13.709593+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091"},"episode":{"title":"Wrestling With God: When Desperation Turns to Frustration","slug":"wrestling-with-god-when-desperation-turns-to-frustration","published_at":"2026-04-19T23:18:08+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091/wrestling-with-god-when-desperation-turns-to-frustration","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091","url":"https://rss.com/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/2747966","audio_url":"https://content.rss.com/episodes/302980/2747966/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/2026_04_19_23_16_18_e465f4b7-65cb-4771-a741-f8ae76ddb9fd.mp3","summary":"In this episode, we take a deep and honest look at the story of Jacob, from his origin all the way to his life-changing moment wrestling with God. Jacob’s journey is one many of us can relate to. It’s a story filled with tension, waiting, and moments where desperation slowly turns into frustration. What happens when we believe in God’s promises, but everything in front of us seems to show the opposite? We explore the temptation to take control, to “help” God along, and to manipulate situations when the outcome feels delayed. But at what cost? This conversation dives into: • The origin of Jacob’s choices and mindset • How waiting can challenge our faith • The danger of forcing outcomes instead of trusting God’s timing • What it means to wrestle, not just physically, but spiritually • Letting go of control and allowing God to fulfill His promises His way If you’ve ever felt stuck between what God said and what you currently see, this episode is for you! 🎧 Tune in now and join the conversation. _______________________________________________ CHAPTERS 00:00 - Intro 06:10 - Jacob's Origin 10:54 - Jacob manipulates the first time 12:14 - Jacob manipulates the second time 17:20 - Jacob runs away & finds love 20:11 - God shows Jacob a dream filled with Promises 22:49 - God tells Jacob to go back 25:45 - Jacob cries out to God in desperation 28:03 - Are you in a Jacob season? Here is mine 29:12 - No matter what continue to wait on Him 30:13 - Jacob Wrestles with God 41:51 - Subscribe and Support!! #FaithJourney #TrustGod #BibleStudy #PodcastEpisode #spiritualgrowth Make sure you follow me :) Social Media: Instagram https://www.instagram.com/xoxo__zhan/ TikTok https://www.tiktok.com/@zhanvie?lang=en","meta_description":"In this episode, we take a deep and honest look at the story of Jacob, from his origin all the way to his life-changing moment wrestling with God. Jacob’s…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2663,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091/episodes/wrestling-with-god-when-desperation-turns-to-frustration/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091/wrestling-with-god-when-desperation-turns-to-frustration.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}