{"podcast":{"title":"Bedtime Talks With Zhan","slug":"bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091","podcast_index_feed_id":7114091,"rss_url":"https://media.rss.com/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/feed.xml","website_url":"https://rss.com/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan","image_url":"https://media.rss.com/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/20260307_110335_3622ab6ff2e2b52130171cecc286bc36.jpg","author":"Zhanvie Edmond","episode_count":29,"summary":"Welcome to Bedtime Talks With Zhan, the heartwarming podcast segment from Zhan's Eyeline that explores the life of a young black woman. Bedtime Talks With Zhan is a faith-based podcast where late-night conversations meet divine revelation. From the comfort of her bedroom, Zhan opens up about the intimate truths, lessons, and spiritual insights God places on her heart. Through honest reflections and real-life experiences, she unpacks faith, growth, obedience, and the journey of deepening a relationship with Christ. Told from the perspective of a young Black woman navigating life with God, these conversations are raw, vulnerable, and Holy Spirit led. If you are seeking deeper intimacy with God and real conversations about faith, pull up a seat... it's time for Bedtime Talks! Make sure to subscribe, tune in bi-weekly, and join the conversation —you won’t want to miss an episode!","last_synced_at":"2026-07-13T00:18:13.709593+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091"},"episode":{"title":"From Wrestling God to Resting in Him | My Testimony of Peace","slug":"from-wrestling-god-to-resting-in-him-my-testimony-of-peace","published_at":"2026-05-03T23:58:17+00:00","page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091/from-wrestling-god-to-resting-in-him-my-testimony-of-peace","show_page_url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091","url":"https://rss.com/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/2790553","audio_url":"https://content.rss.com/episodes/302980/2790553/bedtime-talks-with-zhan/2026_05_03_21_58_15_bb0df86a-17ce-469d-b2ff-ab3ebb6273fb.mp3","summary":"It's Testimony time Little Angels! Listen, since late November 2025 to about now May 2026 me and my family have truly been going through. I truly have not faced so much tragedy and heart ache before. Sometimes it's very sobering to remember your heart will still ache even in Christ. I have talked on the podcast before how much I get frustrated and how desperate I am to see change in my life. Whether it be in my finances, in my content, in my living situation, or even in healing for my family. I desire better for my family and myself. As I have been waiting I have experience being fatigued in my journey with God and tried to put matters into my own hands. Please take my story as a reminder that we can still manipulate God and try to control Him with our prayers out of desperation. Pay attention because I said \"try\". God does not move on our timing. And he does not move by our tantrums because we are tired of waiting. I'm still going through just like you. I pray this testimony brings you hope and shows you how God will sustain you while you wait on the promises of God!! Make sure to comment! ~ Be honest... are you wrestling with God or resting in Him right now? T une in now and join the conversation! ________________________________________ CHAPTERS: 1:56 - Prayer for my Little Angelz 2:53 - A closer look into the wrestle with God (Desperation - Frustration) 4:10 - Genesis chapter 32: 22-29 (The wrestle and then the hold) 6:09 - What are you wrestling God about? 8:38 - My Testimony (Story time!!!) 19:04 - The blessing before the fall 29:10 - Reasons why I started to wrestle with God 34:45 - I fasted and received revelation from God 36:07 - Life's tragedies can be heavy... 38:45 - Heart Rehab by Pastor Jerry Flowers ( https://a.co/d/0eO8tBdM ) 42:19 - What I learned from…","meta_description":"It's Testimony time Little Angels! Listen, since late November 2025 to about now May 2026 me and my family have truly been going through. I truly have not…","key_points":[],"chapters":[],"topics":[],"duration_seconds":2903,"processing_state":"not_requested","actions":[{"name":"request_transcript","method":"POST","url":"https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091/episodes/from-wrestling-god-to-resting-in-him-my-testimony-of-peace/transcription-requests","description":"Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode."},{"name":"read_markdown","method":"GET","url":"https://stenobird.com/podcast/bedtime-talks-with-zhan-7114091/from-wrestling-god-to-resting-in-him-my-testimony-of-peace.md","description":"Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource."}]}}