# Nikki G, Part 1 - Down the Rabbit Hole, Cult Hopping, and Surviving the Black Church Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation-1320347/nikki-g-part-1-down-the-rabbit-hole-cult-hopping-and-surviving-the-black-church Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation-1320347/nikki-g-part-1-down-the-rabbit-hole-cult-hopping-and-surviving-the-black-church.md Podcast: [Trust Me: Cults, Extreme Belief, and Manipulation](https://stenobird.com/podcast/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation-1320347) Published: 2026-06-17T07:01:00+00:00 Episode link: https://omny.fm/shows/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation/nikki-g-part-1-down-the-rabbit-hole-cult-hopping-and-surviving-the-black-church Audio file: https://podtrac.com/pts/redirect.mp3/traffic.omny.fm/d/clips/e73c998e-6e60-432f-8610-ae210140c5b1/f804eed6-dd2f-4bf9-ba37-b2de011a8b27/dd1293ee-243d-4bf1-a8bc-b46b000781ea/audio.mp3?utm_source=Podcast&in_playlist=462fb424-93c4-4e4b-8e00-b2de011a8b44 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation-1320347/episodes/nikki-g-part-1-down-the-rabbit-hole-cult-hopping-and-surviving-the-black-church Duration seconds: 2961 ## Resource This week, Nikki G., host of Surviving the Black Church and survivor of FIVE different high-control groups, discusses joining the first church on her cult-hopping journey, how she got initially pulled down the rabbit hole by conspiracy theories and the Book of Revelation, and the intensity and community that drew her to each group. She tells the girls about her second and more radical group, IHOP (International House of Prayer), how she eventually learned the term “religious addiction,” and why the idea of “waiting for your Boaz,” or your perfect husband, can be so harmful for women in the church. SOURCES Surviving the Black Church Podcast Black Religious Trauma Recovery Network Nikki G. Speaks   See omnystudio.com/listener for privacy information. ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation-1320347/episodes/nikki-g-part-1-down-the-rabbit-hole-cult-hopping-and-surviving-the-black-church/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/trust-me-cults-extreme-belief-and-manipulation-1320347/nikki-g-part-1-down-the-rabbit-hole-cult-hopping-and-surviving-the-black-church.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.