# My Dad Sexually Abused Me. Why Do I Still Believe? | Ep. 85 Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/then-god-moved-1298312/my-dad-sexually-abused-me-why-do-i-still-believe-ep-85 Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/then-god-moved-1298312/my-dad-sexually-abused-me-why-do-i-still-believe-ep-85.md Podcast: [Then God Moved](https://stenobird.com/podcast/then-god-moved-1298312) Published: 2026-03-26T10:32:14+00:00 Episode link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/thengodmoved/episodes/My-Dad-Sexually-Abused-Me--Why-Do-I-Still-Believe---Ep--85-e3h0bk9 Audio file: https://anchor.fm/s/971f4824/podcast/play/117501001/https%3A%2F%2Fd3ctxlq1ktw2nl.cloudfront.net%2Fstaging%2F2026-2-26%2F420799661-44100-2-5945c2b609cc9.m4a Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/then-god-moved-1298312/episodes/my-dad-sexually-abused-me-why-do-i-still-believe-ep-85 Duration seconds: 3603 ## Resource In part one of Rachel Free's testimony, she recounts her childhood sexual abuse, her father's conviction and imprisonment, her myriad coping mechanisms and descent into sex work, and the reality of Christ's present and still-coming victory over wounds and demonic strongholds. Help Adira hire an EDITOR: Make a one-time donation via PayPal ( ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ThenGodMoved@gmail.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ ) or Venmo (@ThenGodMoved) Have thoughts about what you heard, or want to share a story of your own? Shoot an email to ThenGodMoved@gmail.com⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠. Check out Then God Moved's ⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠YouTube⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ channel! Follow Then God Moved on ⁠⁠⁠⁠Instagram⁠⁠⁠⁠ and ⁠⁠⁠⁠TikTok⁠⁠⁠ Follow Adira⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠⁠ on Instagram ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/then-god-moved-1298312/episodes/my-dad-sexually-abused-me-why-do-i-still-believe-ep-85/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/then-god-moved-1298312/my-dad-sexually-abused-me-why-do-i-still-believe-ep-85.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.