# so you've accidentally cursed yourself Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-twelfth-house-1329194/so-you-ve-accidentally-cursed-yourself Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-twelfth-house-1329194/so-you-ve-accidentally-cursed-yourself.md Podcast: [The Twelfth House](https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-twelfth-house-1329194) Published: 2025-12-05T23:07:32+00:00 Episode link: https://thetwelfthhouse.substack.com/p/so-youve-accidentally-cursed-yourself Audio file: https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/180842806/66329855321b994e029e85fc8e1cac00.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-twelfth-house-1329194/episodes/so-you-ve-accidentally-cursed-yourself Duration seconds: 3019 ## Resource 📚 Resources and Links: * Sign up for the North Node waitlist here * Inquire about 1:1 work with Michelle here * Holisticism Resources 4 u: * Ruthless Clarity — an 8-week email course designed to help you achieve crystal-clear certainty about your goals, desires, and energy allocation * How to Begin: A Project Planning Class — a 90-m on-demand class that teaches you exactly how to sketch a effervescent project plan that’ll fill you with glee and inspiration and instantly banish procrastination and overwhelm, so your brilliant ideas can finally come to life. * The Subconscious Audit — an 11-day diagnostic framework that helps you identify what’s holding you back and making you *feel* blocked. Because you’re never actually blocked * The New Age Playbook for Spellbinding, Can’t-Stop-Reading Copy — a 35-page downloadable workbook to take your writing from blah to bingeable I know, I knooooooow . You didn’t mean to! Yet here we are, and somehow every time you put a quarter into the metaphorical vending machine of life expecting a gumball, you get served up a turd instead. Two quarters? Two turds. When it comes to a *certain* area of your life, it seems like it doesn’t matter if you try harder, sink more money into it, or spend more time on it — things just get more fucked worse. You read the title of this post and thought, “ cursed myself? Yeah, that kind of checks out.” Today I want to (cheekily) help you reverse your self-curse. How to know if you’ve cursed yourself Close your eyes. Be honest. What part of your life feels like it’s been cursed by a bridge troll? Where are you running up that hill only to slide back down even faster? Where are you investing $50 and somehow losing $60? That’s your curse zone, baby. (Important caveat: When I say “curse,” I’m talking about are… ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-twelfth-house-1329194/episodes/so-you-ve-accidentally-cursed-yourself/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-twelfth-house-1329194/so-you-ve-accidentally-cursed-yourself.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.