# Psychic on TikTok Live: What Happened When It All Went Wrong 🔮

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Podcast: [The Psychic Explorer](https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-psychic-explorer-7054978)
Published: 2026-06-03T23:00:00+00:00
Episode link: https://rss.com/podcasts/the-psychic-explorer/2880451
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## Resource

So, I finally did it. I pressed live on TikTok — candles lit, cards shuffled, settings researched to within an inch of their life. And then... I completely fell apart. This episode is me being honest about what happened when I tried to step into a version of mediumship that isn't really mine. The 48-hour spiral that followed taught me more about my own practice — and my own self-doubt — than almost anything else has. It turns out the scaffolding was all in place. The house, though? Empty. I also come clean about the daily meditation routine I promised you on the beach episode. Spoiler: it lasted one day. If you've ever tried something, crashed, and had to sit with that cringe for a while — this one's for you. 🌧️✨ Matt x _______________________________________ Instagram TikTok Threads Facebook Sunday & Wednesday Explorers 💫 📅 Sundays 7:15pm - 8:30pm (UK time) Wednesdays: 7:15pm - 9:15pm (UK time) 📍Zoom Meeting ID: 873 7690 8008 🔑 Password: LOVE 👉 Tap here to join _______________________________________ Intro Music: Happy Day by Top Flow Outro Music: Please Calm My Mind by Lesfm

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