# OCD Rumination: The Night I Got Trapped in My Head Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-ocd-anxiety-podcast-1215243/ocd-rumination-the-night-i-got-trapped-in-my-head Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-ocd-anxiety-podcast-1215243/ocd-rumination-the-night-i-got-trapped-in-my-head.md Podcast: [The OCD & Anxiety Podcast](https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-ocd-anxiety-podcast-1215243) Published: 2026-07-01T04:30:00+00:00 Episode link: https://TheOCDandAnxietyPodcast.podbean.com/e/locked-away-my-21st-birthday-and-the-ocd-loop/ Audio file: https://mcdn.podbean.com/mf/web/esiuhsyh6is2qngr/party_and_ocd_azlrm-qsh8ts-Optimized.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-ocd-anxiety-podcast-1215243/episodes/ocd-rumination-the-night-i-got-trapped-in-my-head Duration seconds: 658 ## Resource Join me for my Free Live Workshop - Breaking the OCD Loop : https://robert-james-coaching-ocd.circle.so/join?invitation_token=ba16b63d5ade372807e489000486b39c9b8de17b-478ebf87-dd32-47d9-bc5f-28da501c10d5 Ready for real help with OCD or anxiety? Book a free discovery call with me — no pressure, no obligation: robertjamescoaching.com/book-discovery-call Prefer to work at your own pace? My 12-week programs are available self-guided:Break Free from OCD: robertjamescoaching.com/self-guidedSensorimotor OCD: robertjamescoaching.com/sensorimotor-self-guided New here? Start with my free course: robertjamescoaching.com/free Robert James shares a personal story of locking himself in a bathroom on his 21st birthday after getting trapped in OCD rumination, and explains how staying stuck made the anxiety worse. He outlines practical lessons he later learned — accepting uncertainty, returning to the present, and living by values — and invites listeners to a live workshop on breaking the OCD loop Disclaimer: Robert James Pizey (of Robert James Coaching) is not a medical professional and is also not providing therapy or medical treatment. Robert James Pizey recommends that anyone experiencing anxiety or OCD to seek professional medical help straight away to get a medical opinion and rule out other conditions or illnesses. The comments and opinions as written on this site are simply that and are not to be taken as professional medical opinions. Robert James Pizey provides coaching, education, accountability and peer support around Anxiety through his own personal experiences. ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-ocd-anxiety-podcast-1215243/episodes/ocd-rumination-the-night-i-got-trapped-in-my-head/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-ocd-anxiety-podcast-1215243/ocd-rumination-the-night-i-got-trapped-in-my-head.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.