# DNOTS: hating this life & human existence (wanting to die)

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Podcast: [The Curvy Jem Podcast](https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-curvy-jem-podcast-7848)
Published: 2026-05-25T17:37:00+00:00
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Dark night of the soul DNOTS - hating this life and human existence. Just wanting to not be here anymore and preparing/asking for death. 💎 https://linktr.ee/jemsong

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