# I hit 1 million subs and almost lost everything… Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-clark-kegley-podcast-316286/i-hit-1-million-subs-and-almost-lost-everything Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-clark-kegley-podcast-316286/i-hit-1-million-subs-and-almost-lost-everything.md Podcast: [The Clark Kegley Podcast](https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-clark-kegley-podcast-316286) Published: 2025-12-11T20:00:00+00:00 Episode link: https://dudewheresmyhealth.libsyn.com/i-hit-1-million-subs-and-almost-lost-everything Audio file: https://traffic.libsyn.com/secure/dudewheresmyhealth/I_got_everything_I_wanted_then_my_life_collapsed.mp3?dest-id=126519 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-clark-kegley-podcast-316286/episodes/i-hit-1-million-subs-and-almost-lost-everything Duration seconds: 671 ## Resource Free newsleter + gift - https://www.clarkkegley.com/free-ques... Free shadow work Qs - https://www.clarkkegley.com/shadow-work My Best Journal Program - https://www.mybestjournal.com Quick Note: We got a deep one today, guys. I'm fully aware some people will see this and think "total first-world problems." But I'm making this video because burnout and losing your sense of purpose doesn't care how successful you look on paper. If you've ever felt lost even while things looked good from the outside, I know you can relate to this story. This is a story about two years that tanked my mental health, and how I finally got it back. I hope this helps you see your new future differently. THANK YOU Refusing to Settle, Clark ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/the-clark-kegley-podcast-316286/episodes/i-hit-1-million-subs-and-almost-lost-everything/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/the-clark-kegley-podcast-316286/i-hit-1-million-subs-and-almost-lost-everything.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.