# I Cursed God at Port Authority and Found Him in a Hallway - AA Speaker - Peter M.

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Podcast: [Sober Sunrise - AA Speaker Podcast](https://stenobird.com/podcast/sober-sunrise-aa-speaker-podcast-7161561)
Published: 2026-05-15T13:00:00+00:00
Episode link: https://sober-sunrise.podbean.com/e/i-cursed-god-at-port-authority-and-found-him-in-a-hallway-aa-speaker-peter-m/
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Duration seconds: 3130

## Resource

Peter cursed God outside Port Authority after seeing what he had become, then found himself in a Lower East Side hallway making the first honest plea of his life. We just launched our new Episodes page — search hundreds of AA speaker meetings by topic, speaker, or step ☀️ Sober Sunrise Episode Archive Check out our lighthearted sober t-shirts and help support the channel🧡 Sober Sunrise Merch Join the free Sober Sunrise Newsletter for the week’s speaker episodes, channel updates, and a few extra AA happenings. ☀️ Weekly Newsletter Peter’s story moves from Brooklyn fear, family loss, and repeated treatment centers to the filthy Lower East Side hallway where a small piece of willingness finally broke through. In this AA talk, he shares how his father found him with compassion instead of fury, how his first sober apartment held nothing but a sleeping bag, a Big Book, and God above the door, and why he believes recovered life is more than just staying away from a drink. Peter speaks with urgency about ego, prayer, meditation, sponsorship, and the one-drunk-to-another message that pulled him from the streets into the sunlight of the spirit. Peter M. from Union, NJ speaking at the Deerfield Beach group's 1st anniversary in Deerfield Beach, FL - September 10th 2007Music: Deep by KaizanBlu

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