# Mixed Feelings Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/risk-962579/mixed-feelings Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/risk-962579/mixed-feelings.md Podcast: [RISK!](https://stenobird.com/podcast/risk-962579) Published: 2026-07-16T13:00:00+00:00 Episode link: https://www.risk-show.com/podcast/mixed-feelings-cre523 Audio file: https://pdst.fm/e/pscrb.fm/rss/p/swap.fm/track/6bpBPtHL977KJxLX2zPs/mgln.ai/e/485/traffic.megaphone.fm/GLSS4950091599.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/risk-962579/episodes/mixed-feelings Duration seconds: 3476 ## Resource A classic RISK! episode from March 2014. Three live storytellers, three very different voices in the head. Vicki Tollemache spent her teens as the careful kid orbiting a wilder crowd. The summer before she turns 16, she decides to get her first kiss over with and arranges a late-night meeting with a boy she barely knows. The kiss becomes something she spends years trying to forget, for reasons she only understands much later. Kevin Allison hits the bottom of a lost decade with no career, no money, and no plan. He picks up a book about taking dictation from God and starts a notebook of his own, never sure whether the answers are wisdom or just his own voice talking back. Mollena Williams admits she's an alcoholic and lands in detox, where a four-foot hyena climbs out of the floor and refuses to leave. Leave your comments and find music credits at risk-show.com/podcast/mixed-feelings-cre523  Be Part of RISK! šŸŽŸ See RISK! liveā  in New York City on September 8th, 2026 āœļø Pitch your storyā  ā¤ļø Support us on Patreonā  šŸ’µ Make a one-time donationā ā  via PayPal or Zelle to kevin@risk-show.com šŸ“š Shop merch or the RISK! bookā  šŸŽ“ Take storytelling classes with usā  šŸŽ„ Hire Kevin as a coach or get personalized videos Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/risk-962579/episodes/mixed-feelings/transcription-requests` ā€” Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/risk-962579/mixed-feelings.md` ā€” Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.