# RE 579: Don't Question the Decision Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/recovery-elevator-1055558/re-579-don-t-question-the-decision Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/recovery-elevator-1055558/re-579-don-t-question-the-decision.md Podcast: [Recovery Elevator](https://stenobird.com/podcast/recovery-elevator-1055558) Published: 2026-03-23T08:30:00+00:00 Episode link: https://recoveryelevator.libsyn.com/re-579-dont-question-the-decision Audio file: https://verifi.podscribe.com/rss/p/pscrb.fm/rss/p/traffic.libsyn.com/secure/recoveryelevator/RE_579_mixdown.mp3?dest-id=246961 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/recovery-elevator-1055558/episodes/re-579-don-t-question-the-decision Duration seconds: 2046 ## Resource Today we have Butch. He is 49 years old and is from Indianapolis, IN and took his last drink on November 1 st , 2025. This episode is brought to you by: Sign up and get 10% off: Better Help [02:33] Thoughts from Paul: Paul shares and excerpt from an interview with Steve-O, who has 17 years of sobriety. Steve-O said the worst thing would be to kinda have alcoholism. To kinda have a drinking problem. Because kinda is where people live for 20 years. Kinda is how you blow your 40s. Kinda is how you show up halfway to everything that matters. For your kids, your marriage, your job, your actual life. And then wonder why nothing ever feels real. And while you're busy deciding whether it's really that bad, the years are passing by. The other side of what Steve-O is saying – he isn't just describing a trap, he's describing a clear escape plan. By being here, you have already made the call. Maybe it's still messy and maybe it's still early and maybe some days you're not sure what you're doing. But you are here fully. We are done with "kinda". You've made a decision, now don't question that decision. The years that are left are yours, listeners. Now you can show up for them. [07:31] Paul introduces Butch: Butch is 49 and lives in Indianapolis with his wife and their cat named Ezra. For fun he is learning to play the bass guitar and recently started blogging. Butch says he had his first drink in high school and found it helped him cut loose, relax, be funny and he really enjoyed it. His drinking was mostly off and on until he and his girlfriend were out on their own in his early 20s and nobody other than his wife knew he was drinking so much. He had responsibilities but struggled to hold down a job. After about a year and a half, Butch was able to reel it in to just binge drinking… ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/recovery-elevator-1055558/episodes/re-579-don-t-question-the-decision/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/recovery-elevator-1055558/re-579-don-t-question-the-decision.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.