# Going Broke Made Me Rich Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/ray-edwards-show-643941/going-broke-made-me-rich Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/ray-edwards-show-643941/going-broke-made-me-rich.md Podcast: [Ray Edwards Show](https://stenobird.com/podcast/ray-edwards-show-643941) Published: 2026-06-04T10:23:00+00:00 Episode link: https://rayedwards.mykajabi.com/podcasts/ray-edwards-show/episodes/2149213411 Audio file: https://app.kajabi.com/podcasts/medias/2149213411.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/ray-edwards-show-643941/episodes/going-broke-made-me-rich Duration seconds: 780 ## Resource How Going Broke Made Me Rich A while back, I lost everything. Not "everything" the way people say it after a rough quarter. I mean I opened my banking app one day and saw a number with no digits in front of the decimal. Zero. The kind of zero that makes you sit very still for a minute. I'd been earning a million dollars a year. And then I wasn't earning anything at all. Here's the strange part, and it's the reason for this post and the episode it goes with: losing it might be the best thing that ever happened to me. If you've ever been afraid of losing what you've built — or you're in the middle of losing it right now — stay with me. "The recent unpleasantness" I've started calling it that, with a little wink, "the recent unpleasantness" (what's that movie? Anyone know?). It began with Parkinson's. Then the pandemic, which was not a gentle season for anyone running a business. Then shoulder surgery. Then brain surgery — and I want you to notice I just dropped "brain surgery" in next to "shoulder surgery" like I was listing errands. Add a few business decisions I'd love to have back, some personal ones I'd file in the same drawer, medical bills that arrived looking like phone numbers, and overhead that had grown to the size of a small kingdom. Underneath all of it, quietly, a crisis of faith. Not a wobble. A genuine dark night of the soul, the kind St. John of the Cross wrote about, where God seems to have left the room and shut the door, and you stand in the dark wondering if any of it was ever real.  At the bottom of it, I declared bankruptcy. I'm not telling you this to perform my suffering. I'm not complaining. We're rebuilding, and I'm a new man — by the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ, and I mean that as plainly as I can say it. So here's the question I had to… ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/ray-edwards-show-643941/episodes/going-broke-made-me-rich/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/ray-edwards-show-643941/going-broke-made-me-rich.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.