# Why Do I Keep Relapsing With Porn Even When I Say I'm Sorry?

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Podcast: [Quit Porn | Restoration Soul Care](https://stenobird.com/podcast/quit-porn-restoration-soul-care-7350655)
Published: 2026-05-13T17:00:00+00:00
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Send us Fan Mail You've said you're sorry. You've prayed. You've promised yourself you won't go back. And then you did. Again. If you keep relapsing even when you mean it when you say you're sorry, the problem isn't that you didn't try hard enough. The problem is that what you think repentance is might not actually be repentance at all. Michael and Nick walk through the difference between regret and remorse, rationalization and reliance—and what true repentance actually looks like for Christi...

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