# 51. Relapse, Recovery, Renewal

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Podcast: [Porn Free Millennial Podcast](https://stenobird.com/podcast/porn-free-millennial-podcast-6383434)
Published: 2025-10-09T21:56:25+00:00
Episode link: https://pornfreemillennial.substack.com/p/51-relapse-recovery-renewal
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## Resource

Hey everybody, it’s been a minute. I’m back on the mic after some time on the road and some time in the fire. This episode is raw. No script. Just me talking about what really happened these past few months - relapse, the recovery, and the renewal that’s followed. I open up about how I slipped after almost two years of sobriety, what led up to it, and how I’ve been finding my way back through faith, accountability, and honesty. This episode is focused on what it means to stand back up, instead of laying down in shame. I talk about the tools and truths that have kept me grounded: * Daily FASTT check-ins with my little brother - Episode 13 * Accountability software like Ever Accountable and Accountable2You * For 20% Ever Accountable for 1 year * Simple things like locking up my Phone and IPad at night * And ultimately, returning to Christ , the true source of renewal If you’ve relapsed, if you’ve drifted, if you’ve felt like you’ve failed…this one’s for you. There’s purpose in the fall. There’s renewal in the return. For more Porn Free Millennial: * Porn Free Millennial Subtack * Youtube Channel * Mac’s Musings Substack * Apple Podcast * Spotify Podcast * X Accountability Software: Get 20% OFF your first year with Ever Accountable . 1:1 Coaching: Email me at pornfreemillennialcoaching@gmail.com to schedule a free 30-minute consultation. This is a public episode. If you'd like to discuss this with other subscribers or get access to bonus episodes, visit pornfreemillennial.substack.com/subscribe

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