# 105. Why You’re Pushing Away The Love You Deserve (Without Realizing It)

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Podcast: [Permission To Thrive with Suzi Lula](https://stenobird.com/podcast/permission-to-thrive-with-suzi-lula-6321152)
Published: 2026-05-13T10:01:00+00:00
Episode link: https://podcasters.spotify.com/pod/show/permissiontothrive/episodes/105--Why-Youre-Pushing-Away-The-Love-You-Deserve-Without-Realizing-It-e3ja6nd
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Duration seconds: 979

## Resource

Oftentimes, the biggest thing standing between you and receiving the love you deserve is the way you’ve learned to disconnect from yourself. In this heartfelt episode of Permission To Thrive, Suzi Lula shares how self love, authenticity, emotional healing, and unresolved relationship patterns may be shaping your relationships in ways you don’t even realize and how reconnecting with yourself can open the door to deeper love, intimacy, and connection. Give yourself permission to be held, supported, and nourished. This isn’t about fixing yourself, it’s about remembering what it feels like to come home to who you truly are. If this episode spoke to your heart and you’re ready to go deeper, I would love to support you inside my programs. I’ve created these experiences to help you embody self love, reconnect with your inner light, and gently step into a more grounded, supported, and thriving life: 👉 ⁠⁠⁠ https://courses.suzilula.com/⁠⁠⁠ Have questions? You can always reach us at Team@SuziLula.com If this episode supported you, please follow or subscribe, leave a 5-star review, and turn on notifications so you never miss a new episode every Wednesday. Thank you for being here with me. Your support helps this message reach more people who are ready to move from surviving to truly thriving. Until next week, give yourself permission to thrive. Much love, Suzi Connect with Me Website: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.suzilula.com/⁠⁠⁠ Facebook: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.facebook.com/SuziLula⁠⁠⁠ Instagram: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.instagram.com/suzi.lula/⁠⁠⁠ YouTube: ⁠⁠⁠ https://www.youtube.com/@SuziLula⁠⁠ This Podcast Is Produced, Engineered & Edited By: ⁠Simplified Impact

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