# The Episode I Almost Didn't Share

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Podcast: [NursePreneur Academy](https://stenobird.com/podcast/nursepreneur-academy-3482989)
Published: 2026-04-30T20:00:00+00:00
Episode link: https://liam-caswell-coaching.circle.so/npa
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I almost didn't share this one. I've been sitting on this episode for a while now, telling myself it wasn't the right time. Trigger: I talk about ADHD, Complex PTSD and Trauma. That it was too raw. That we were heading into launch season and this wasn't the kind of content you share when you're trying to grow a business. And then I realised that thinking was exactly the problem I talk about in this episode. So here it is. Over the last six to eight months I have been through the most confronting, transformative, and ultimately liberating period of my life. And what I found underneath all of it changed everything. In this episode I'm talking about: What it felt like the first day I took Vyvanse and experienced silence in my mind for the first time at 33 years old — and why I cried Why I almost left my relationship of 12 years — and what I found when I stayed What EMDR therapy actually is, how it works, and why I think every nurse who has worked in the healthcare system needs to understand it The connection between adverse childhood experiences, nursing culture, nervous system dysregulation, and why your business hasn't grown the way you wanted it to Why I believe no one can build a sustainable, profitable business from a nervous system that has never been taught it's safe to stop What has genuinely shifted for me — in my body, my relationships, my capacity, and how I move through the world — and what it means for how I now show up inside NPA The thing I kept coming back to throughout this entire process is that so many of us nurses came to healthcare because we were already carrying something. And the system didn't heal that. It layered on top of it. And then we try to build businesses — to create freedom and income and impact — while all of that is still running silent…

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