# “I Knew I Was Going to Die If I Didn’t Stop” | “I Knew I Was Going to Die If I Didn’t Stop” | Gambling Destroyed My Life Until This Happened

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Podcast: [Nothing’s Off the Table with Louis Ruggiero](https://stenobird.com/podcast/nothing-s-off-the-table-with-louis-ruggiero-7335205)
Published: 2026-03-26T04:00:00+00:00
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## Resource

In this powerful episode of Nothing’s Off the Table, Malik Keane shares his raw, unfiltered journey through addiction, gambling, drugs, alcohol, and ultimate redemption. From turning his college dorm into a full-blown casino to living days inside casinos with lines of credit, free rooms, and total delusion, Malik believed he had it all under control… until everything started to collapse. Multiple DUIsDays without sleep, gambling & usingSuicidal thoughts and complete loss of control Then came the moment that changed everything… “You need rehab.” That sentence hit him in a way nothing else ever had. This episode dives deep into: * The dark psychology of gambling addiction * Why winning early is the most dangerous thing * The moment Malik realized he wasn’t going to make it * His journey through rehab, faith, and recovery * How he now helps others as a sober coach * Why recovery is possible for anyone If you’ve ever struggled… or know someone who has… this episode could change your life. 🔔 Real stories. Raw comebacks. Nothing’s off the table. I sit down with people who’ve faced it all: addiction, loss, redemption and came out stronger. These are unfiltered conversations about resilience, recovery, and finding purpose again. If you’re ready to take the first step in your recovery, reach out to Banyan Treatment Centers — the team I personally believe in. They’ve helped thousands of people rebuild their lives. 👉 Call: [(855) 773-1502] 🌐 Visit: (https://www.banyantreatmentcenter.com/?utm_source=louis_podcast&utm_medium=influencer&utm_campaign=banyan_partnership&utm_content=episode_read) 🎙️ Hosted by Louis Ruggiero 📱 Instagram: (https://www.instagram.com/nothingsoffpod) 📹 TikTok: (https://www.tiktok.com/@nothingsoffpod) 🔗 Linktree: (https://www.linktr.ee/nothingsof…

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