# Maybe I’m Not Behind, Maybe I’m Just Doing It Differently

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Podcast: [Not So Chic with Elli Freeman](https://stenobird.com/podcast/not-so-chic-with-elli-freeman-7862422)
Published: 2026-05-15T11:00:00+00:00
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Duration seconds: 2128

## Resource

In this episode of Not So Chic, I’m talking about the weird guilt of feeling calm in your early 20s, living at home, not going out every weekend, watching everyone else’s life look louder online, and wondering if I should be doing more. I get into the difference between peace and complacency, post-grad comparison, FOMO, trusting your gut, and why a quiet season might actually be the thing that saves you. Plus, this week’s Guest Therapy is about a situationship that feels like a relationship in private but a secret in public. Maybe I’m not behind. Maybe I’m just not panicking. Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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