# 196: A Lesson on Pretending (and Integration) from Alchemizing Judgment: A Guide Back to Love

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Podcast: [Meditations - Abigail Rose Gazda](https://stenobird.com/podcast/meditations-abigail-rose-gazda-6722358)
Published: 2026-01-30T10:00:00+00:00
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Duration seconds: 623

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