# I Used to Look In the Mirror and Look Away: Ep 379

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Podcast: [Manifesting Miracles With Michelle J. Lamont](https://stenobird.com/podcast/manifesting-miracles-with-michelle-j-lamont-1367035)
Published: 2026-09-16T08:00:00+00:00
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Duration seconds: 1498

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Your pattern isn't bad luck; it's self-worth and who you attract, and until you get self-concept vs. self-esteem, you'll keep landing in the same relationship wearing a different face. You don't choose partners with your standards; you choose them with what you believe you deserve. Your standards are the list you post. Your self-concept is what you actually accept when someone shows up. And if you can't hold your own gaze in the mirror, you will take crumbs and call it a meal. This isn't a ch...

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