# 10 Years After I Tried to End My Life — What Is Still True: Ep 360

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Podcast: [Manifesting Miracles With Michelle J. Lamont](https://stenobird.com/podcast/manifesting-miracles-with-michelle-j-lamont-1367035)
Published: 2026-05-06T08:00:00+00:00
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Duration seconds: 993

## Resource

Ten years ago, I couldn't find a single reason to stay. Not one. My brain had built a reality where there were no options left, and I believed it completely. What I didn't know then is that my brain wasn't broken. It was just trained to filter everything through loss, abandonment, and survival, and it was doing exactly what it was designed to do. In this episode, I'm sitting with what a decade actually changes, and what it doesn't. Because I'm still in the same body with the same brain, and y...

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