# Leaving My Baby For The First Time (I'm Not Okay)

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Podcast: [Long Story Short with Nicole Pellegrino](https://stenobird.com/podcast/long-story-short-with-nicole-pellegrino-7496233)
Published: 2026-05-06T08:44:00+00:00
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## Resource

In today’s solo episode, I’m spiraling and getting real about leaving my baby for the first time (cue: emotional whiplash), the absolute chaos that is my breastfeeding/pumping “schedule” (or lack thereof), and how—by some miracle—I ended up with a baby who actually sleeps. Is it luck? Is it skill? I truly don’t know, but we’ll unpack it all. If you’ve ever felt excited, guilty, anxious, and confused all at once…this one’s for you. Xoxo Learn more about your ad choices. Visit megaphone.fm/adchoices

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