# EP 101: Wrestling with Insecurity & Obedience ft. Dinorah Peña

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Podcast: [In Totality with Megan Ashley](https://stenobird.com/podcast/in-totality-with-megan-ashley-5245599)
Published: 2025-12-16T08:00:00+00:00
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## Resource

In this week’s episode of In Totality, I’m joined once again by my girl Dinorah Peña, and we had a really great conversation about all the things! What started as a casual conversation turned to a Spirit-led dialogue on what it looks like to meditate on God's word and truly lean on the Holy Spirit, the weight of saying “yes” to God, and obedience. We talk through what it looks like to follow God even when you feel unqualified or overwhelmed. From wrestling with pride to the quiet conviction of the Holy Spirit, this conversation is not curated, it’s confessed and vulnerable, and it’s all about learning to trust God when the path feels uncertain and your heart feels unsure. If you’ve ever asked, “Am I doing enough?” or felt like your weaknesses disqualify your calling, this is for you. God’s not waiting on your perfection. He’s asking for your surrender. See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info .

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