# From the Tower, Far Away, I See Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-optimist-7143643/from-the-tower-far-away-i-see Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-optimist-7143643/from-the-tower-far-away-i-see.md Podcast: [I am OPTimist](https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-optimist-7143643) Published: 2026-02-04T07:05:00+00:00 Episode link: https://www.monikabravo.blog/p/from-the-tower-far-away-i-see Audio file: https://api.substack.com/feed/podcast/186604016/edcd017857ba39a3a6641120edf90352.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/i-am-optimist-7143643/episodes/from-the-tower-far-away-i-see Duration seconds: 1008 ## Resource Man can choose either to identify himself with the results of the past, or to become a creative participant in the unfolding of a new cycle. Dane Rudhyar, The Pulse of Life The question these days that arises inside of me is how do you rebuild when everything is crumbling and what stands up is just the columns of old structures that no longer stand. How do you rebuild, what do you save, what do you actually eliminate for good. Because of having been under the weather for over three weeks, it was for sure a reset that my body needed; especially as my nervous system was being rewired from the core. My body started showing signs of needing more sleep, less food, and taking more time to remain still so I could slowly adapt and restructure. Although I do not label myself as being sick, I see it as an opportunity to remove old tracks. The first week was hard, having come back from Medellín, old tracks were again flaring. These tracks, I have come to understand, are often unconscious sensory or emotional imprints, echoes of past moments that, when touched again by a familiar place, scent, voice, or feeling, can quietly awaken stored patterns in the body. Environmental or emotional reminders from Medellín or similar contexts may have reignited these patterns in my nervous system, briefly reactivating parts of a previously unresolved or healing biological program. The second week slowly showed me that rest, stillness, sleep, and no food were medicine. Any relationship to the outside world I met with distance and emotional maturity. There was no space for error. I am starting the third week, which follows a time of profound realizations. It is all about integration. Today, under the rays of the sun and with colder weather than usual, my bronchi are responding to bone broth and s… ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/i-am-optimist-7143643/episodes/from-the-tower-far-away-i-see/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/i-am-optimist-7143643/from-the-tower-far-away-i-see.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.