# (126) How One Vicious Argument Gave Birth to a Book on Trauma & Survival

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Podcast: [Hot Mess Espresso](https://stenobird.com/podcast/hot-mess-espresso-6478282)
Published: 2026-05-13T09:00:00+00:00
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## Resource

When people think of poetry, some can think it's just pretty words, but for Deanna Repose-Oaks it’s the secret weapon behind surviving a lifetime of trauma, mental health battles, and a crazy family saga. She’s penned six poetry books, each one a raw, beautiful reflection of her journey through chaos, depression, and healing. Deanna opens up about her tumultuous past: being adopted, growing up amid drug addiction and shattered family ties, and battling the invisible wounds of trauma. You’ll hear how she turned her darkest moments into power, using poetry as both refuge and rebellion, hiding her feelings in verse when words failed her. Her story proves that even in pain, there’s hope and sometimes, hope comes in the form of a carefully crafted line or a heartfelt stanza. She breaks down her unique process of translating trauma into poetry, how she uses writing to process everyday triggers, and even how hormonal chaos fuels her creativity. Plus, she shares why play therapy isn’t just for kids and how her latest book, “The Order of Chaos,” is her blueprint for finding balance amid life's mess. And listen: if you’re in crisis, don’t wait. Dial 988. Your story matters, and help is just a call away. Deanna’s journey from darkness to light is a testament: your voice, your story, can save you.

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