# You Know What You Want, You’ve Just Been Pretending You Don’t.

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Podcast: [High Heels to Happy Feels](https://stenobird.com/podcast/high-heels-to-happy-feels-7007187)
Published: 2026-05-10T21:20:42+00:00
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## Resource

Most of us have been there. Calling something complicated when it isn’t. Saying “I’m still figuring it out” when the figuring-out ended a long time ago. Asking four different people for their opinion until someone finally says what we wanted to hear. This week, we are talking about the performance of uncertainty — why we do it, what it actually costs, and why this specific moment in the sky is making it harder to maintain. The New Moon in Taurus arrives this week alongside a Mercury-Sun cazimi (one of the clearest mental clarity moments of the year) and Mars meeting Chiron in Aries. Translated: the gap between what you know and what you’ve been saying out loud is about to feel very expensive. The sky isn’t giving permission, it’s lighting up what was already true. In this episode: ⥉ Why we perform confusion when we already have clarity, and what it’s actually costing us ⥉ The burnout driver nobody talks about: not overwork, but lack of recognition ⥉ Why 90% of people are talking about "situationships" nobody actually wants ⥉ What the Balsamic Moon, Mercury cazimi, and New Moon in Taurus are doing collectively this week ⥉ How these patterns shows up in Mind, Heart, Body, and Spirit ⥉ The Already Know Inventory with four big questions to sit with this week The clarity was never the problem. It’s been waiting for you. 🔮 Join the waitlist at https://IntuitiveOperatingSystem.com - DEEPLY DISCOUNTED through May 13th for waitlisted participants! 🧐 Explore the Soul Pillars framework FREE : ImmersiveSpirit.com/soulpillars 🎧 Listen on all podcast platforms: @ImmersiveSpirit 🌐 Visit us at: ImmersiveSpirit.com 💎 Join the Town Square membership: immersive-spirit.com #highheelstohappyfeels #immersivespirit #newmoonintaurus #soulpillars #taurusnewmoon #astrology2026 #personalgrowth #…

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