# Vulnerable Things I Still Struggle With as a Christian

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Podcast: [Happy & Healthy with Jeanine Amapola Ward](https://stenobird.com/podcast/happy-healthy-with-jeanine-amapola-ward-138049)
Published: 2026-05-12T08:00:00+00:00
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## Resource

In this episode, I’m getting super real and vulnerable with you guys about the things I often quietly struggle with behind the scenes as a Christian, wife, mom, and influencer. From insecurities and fear of man to mom guilt, marriage struggles, and feeling unqualified in my faith sometimes, I wanted to remind you that no one has it all together. Social media can make us believe everyone else is perfect, but the truth is—we’re all fighting battles. I share honestly about comparison, performative Christianity, balancing motherhood with work, and how God meets us even in our weakness. My prayer is that this episode helps you feel less alone and reminds you that vulnerability, testimony, and bringing things into the light are where true freedom begins. ORDER MY BOOK! This book is for the person looking for a practical guide on how to navigate life’s most common challenges. from lack of confidence and making difficult decisions to healing yourself from the inside and out and dating wiser, becoming healthy and healthy is your one stop shop to learning how to heal and thrive in life, God’s way. In This Episode 02:15 – Christians Don’t Have It All Together 04:15 – Fear of Man & Wanting People’s Approval 07:00 – Insecurities, Body Image & Social Media Comparison 12:05 – Struggling With Quiet Time & Faith as a Mom 17:00 – Mom Guilt, Career Pressure & Motherhood Balance 24:15 – Performative Christianity & Posting Faith Online 28:15 – Online Criticism, Hate & Finding Identity in Christ 35:00 – Marriage Expectations vs Reality Online 41:15 – Vulnerability, Testimony & Freedom Through Honesty 45:00 – Reading Your Real-Life Struggles & Encouragement 47:00 – Final Thoughts: Letting Go of Fear & Shame Thanks to Our Sponsors BetterHelp: This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp. Get 10% o…

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