# H.O.P.E - Hang On Pain Ends

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Author: Alana Michaels
Episodes: 126

## Resource

This podcast was originally started at the end of January 2026 ... after the sudden death of my Father ... then almost losing my mother 6 weeks later ... I decided I needed the first break of my lifetime, and I took a leave from my job .... and started a podcast. It started as a platform to share my story with Bipolar Disorder.... and then started turning into journal-style recordings of many experiences from my past, not only to do with my mental illness, but including so many other things with a lot of laughter and tears as I have been told my story-telling is beyond compare. Up until a few weeks ago, the podcast was going in one direction ... well, actually, numerous directions... but I thought I knew exactly where I was and where I would end up. Turns out.... after a bipolar depressive crash in early June .... I realized the entire podcast up until then ... was recorded in something called a "Quiet Hypomanic" episode of Bipolar Disorder. I was shocked, embarrassed, mortified ... and I almost deleted this entire thing, I could not even stomach the idea of listening back to even ONE episode .... But... Here I am. The dust has settled a bit .... I am not in that deep dark suicida…

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## Episodes
- [Apparently.... the Bible is "Supernatural."](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/apparently-the-bible-is-supernatural) — 2026-04-07T12:45:46+00:00
- [Drowning In a Glazed Donut!](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/drowning-in-a-glazed-donut) — 2026-04-07T12:18:10+00:00
- [Taking Notes for my Perfect Partner.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/taking-notes-for-my-perfect-partner) — 2026-04-06T03:11:00+00:00
- [Dear Younger Me...YOU WILL SURVIVE.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/dear-younger-me-you-will-survive) — 2026-04-05T12:07:41+00:00
- [Flip The Script! Do it! I Dare You!](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/flip-the-script-do-it-i-dare-you) — 2026-04-03T12:20:14+00:00
- [Dear Mom & Dad ..."I want to Die."](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/dear-mom-dad-i-want-to-die) — 2026-04-01T18:37:53+00:00
- [My Dad was Meant to Drop Dead.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/my-dad-was-meant-to-drop-dead) — 2026-03-31T13:33:00+00:00
- [Our Kids are DYING from Suicide. We MUST do something.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/our-kids-are-dying-from-suicide-we-must-do-something) — 2026-03-26T14:27:54+00:00
- [I'm UNHINGED!! What...?](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/i-m-unhinged-what) — 2026-03-24T15:15:00+00:00
- [Smile More. Talk Less - Broadway's Hamilton.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/smile-more-talk-less-broadway-s-hamilton) — 2026-03-22T12:18:00+00:00
- ["Darling I'm a Nightmare Dressed Like a Daydream."](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/darling-i-m-a-nightmare-dressed-like-a-daydream) — 2026-03-20T14:41:15+00:00
- [Come On! Ride the Train!!](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/come-on-ride-the-train) — 2026-03-18T10:48:50+00:00
- ["When Nothing goes Right... Go Left."](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/when-nothing-goes-right-go-left) — 2026-03-15T21:47:41+00:00
- [Manifest THIS!](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/manifest-this) — 2026-03-10T13:06:46+00:00
- [Mom! Don't Make me Put on Deodorant AGAIN?????](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/mom-don-t-make-me-put-on-deodorant-again) — 2026-03-05T19:38:35+00:00
- [Hang. On. Pain Ends.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/hang-on-pain-ends) — 2026-03-05T19:29:35+00:00
- [Skipping Rocks and Don't Drown.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/skipping-rocks-and-don-t-drown) — 2026-03-05T19:28:24+00:00
- [Missing you Today Dad, Love, Zib.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/missing-you-today-dad-love-zib) — 2026-03-05T19:28:20+00:00
- [A Stripper Broke Into Our House. Dead Serious.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/a-stripper-broke-into-our-house-dead-serious) — 2026-03-02T17:32:46+00:00
- [First Date ALERT!!!!](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/first-date-alert) — 2026-03-01T13:18:00+00:00
- ["Autism Is Worse Than Bipolar Disorder" - in the words of Parker.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/autism-is-worse-than-bipolar-disorder-in-the-words-of-parker) — 2026-02-28T13:18:00+00:00
- [Drive By Recording.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/drive-by-recording) — 2026-02-27T20:47:57+00:00
- [Seasonal Depression is REAL.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/seasonal-depression-is-real) — 2026-02-27T20:38:17+00:00
- [My Dad is my RIDE OR DIE.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/my-dad-is-my-ride-or-die) — 2026-02-25T02:18:00+00:00
- [Thoughts and Feelings at 3AM.](https://stenobird.com/podcast/h-o-p-e-hang-on-pain-ends-7671656/thoughts-and-feelings-at-3am) — 2026-02-23T13:57:55+00:00

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