# 70 | From Babymoon to Baby Loss: Trusting God with Timber | Aubrey Pavlacka Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/cradled-in-hope-podcast-for-grieving-moms-biblical-hope-for-miscarriage-stillbirth-infant-loss-3993659/70-from-babymoon-to-baby-loss-trusting-god-with-timber-aubrey-pavlacka Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/cradled-in-hope-podcast-for-grieving-moms-biblical-hope-for-miscarriage-stillbirth-infant-loss-3993659/70-from-babymoon-to-baby-loss-trusting-god-with-timber-aubrey-pavlacka.md Podcast: [Cradled in Hope | Podcast for Grieving Moms | Biblical Hope for Miscarriage, Stillbirth, & Infant Loss](https://stenobird.com/podcast/cradled-in-hope-podcast-for-grieving-moms-biblical-hope-for-miscarriage-stillbirth-infant-loss-3993659) Published: 2026-08-01T08:45:00+00:00 Episode link: https://www.bridgetscradles.com/post/episode70 Audio file: https://media.transistor.fm/869e7b85/ca559200.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/cradled-in-hope-podcast-for-grieving-moms-biblical-hope-for-miscarriage-stillbirth-infant-loss-3993659/episodes/70-from-babymoon-to-baby-loss-trusting-god-with-timber-aubrey-pavlacka Duration seconds: 3253 ## Resource In this moving episode, Ashley welcomes her friend Aubrey Pavlacka to share the story of her daughter, Timber Kai. What began as a joyful babymoon in Kauai quickly became a devastating journey through premature labor, ten days of hospitalization, and the heartbreaking loss of a much-loved baby girl at 22 weeks. With remarkable honesty, Aubrey recounts the days she spent fighting to keep Timber alive, the faith that sustained her through unimaginable uncertainty, and the grief that followed after returning home without her daughter. Together, Ashley and Aubrey explore difficult questions about suffering, unanswered prayers, pregnancy after loss, and the tension of holding both deep sorrow and deep hope at the same time. Throughout the conversation, they reflect on God's faithfulness in grief, the promise of Heaven, and the ways a baby's life can continue to impact others. This episode is a powerful reminder that while loss changes us forever, our hope in Christ remains secure. In this episode, we discussed: Aubrey's pregnancy with Timber and the unexpected complications that began during a trip to Kauai Giving birth to Timber at 22 weeks and the precious hours Aubrey and Justin spent with her Returning home after loss and navigating the early days of grief How Exodus 14:14 ("The Lord will fight for you; you need only be still") became an anchor during the crisis Wrestling with unanswered prayers while continuing to trust God's character The impact Timber's life had on others and how God continues to use her story Pregnancy after loss, cervical insufficiency, and the anxiety of carrying another baby Honest conversations about "what ifs," regrets, and the realities of being a grieving mother Raising children with an awareness of Heaven and helping siblings know and rememb… ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/cradled-in-hope-podcast-for-grieving-moms-biblical-hope-for-miscarriage-stillbirth-infant-loss-3993659/episodes/70-from-babymoon-to-baby-loss-trusting-god-with-timber-aubrey-pavlacka/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/cradled-in-hope-podcast-for-grieving-moms-biblical-hope-for-miscarriage-stillbirth-infant-loss-3993659/70-from-babymoon-to-baby-loss-trusting-god-with-timber-aubrey-pavlacka.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.