# E:88: After My Divorce, God Showed Me My Strength Was an Illusion Page: https://stenobird.com/podcast/beyond-believing-helping-christian-women-heal-post-divorce-7055056/e-88-after-my-divorce-god-showed-me-my-strength-was-an-illusion Text version: https://stenobird.com/podcast/beyond-believing-helping-christian-women-heal-post-divorce-7055056/e-88-after-my-divorce-god-showed-me-my-strength-was-an-illusion.md Podcast: [Beyond Believing: Helping Christian Women Heal Post Divorce](https://stenobird.com/podcast/beyond-believing-helping-christian-women-heal-post-divorce-7055056) Published: 2026-04-18T14:00:00+00:00 Episode link: https://beyondbelieving.podbean.com/e/e88-after-my-divorce-god-showed-me-my-strength-was-an-illusion/ Audio file: https://mcdn.podbean.com/mf/web/hfjrejsew43d7gzs/Episode_88875sq.mp3 Processing state: not_requested JSON: https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/beyond-believing-helping-christian-women-heal-post-divorce-7055056/episodes/e-88-after-my-divorce-god-showed-me-my-strength-was-an-illusion Duration seconds: 768 ## Resource Ready to put it down? Apply for coaching → coachkatieanne.com/call After my divorce I held everything together. And for a long time I thought that was God working through me. What He showed me is that some of it was — and some of it was me quietly refusing to need Him. I was self-sufficient in my own sufficiency. Not His. In this episode I walk through the Amplified Classic translation of Philippians 4:13 that Derek Prince taught from, why most of us have been quoting this verse wrong, and what it looks like to finally stop generating a strength that was never meant to come from you. If you are a divorced Christian woman who is tired of holding it all together alone — this episode gives you permission to exhale. Scripture: Philippians 4:13 AMPC · Proverbs 14:1 · Apply for coaching: coachkatieanne.com/call If this helped you, subscribe and leave a review. It helps more women find this work. CHAPTER MARKERS 0:00 — Some of my strength was His. Some of it was me refusing to need Him. 0:38 — Welcome 1:15 — What the strength that looks like faith actually looks like 3:00 — The woman who is exhausted and the woman who is collapsing — same pattern 4:30 — Proverbs 14:1: her own hands 5:30 — The verse she has been quoting wrong 7:00 — Philippians 4:13 AMPC — Derek Prince translation 9:30 — Self-sufficient in Christ’s sufficiency, not my own 10:00 — What it looks like to put it down 13:30 — You are not weak because you are tired 15:00 — Apply for coaching KEYWORDS exhausted after divorce | strength after divorce Christian | Philippians 4:13 | Derek Prince Philippians | self-sufficient in Christ | divorced Christian women healing | Christian podcast women | putting it down faith | Proverbs 14:1 | performance and faith | beyond believing podcast | Christian life coach | identity af… ## Actions - request_transcript: `POST https://stenobird.com/v1/public/podcasts/beyond-believing-helping-christian-women-heal-post-divorce-7055056/episodes/e-88-after-my-divorce-god-showed-me-my-strength-was-an-illusion/transcription-requests` — Idempotently request low-priority transcript generation for this episode. - read_markdown: `GET https://stenobird.com/podcast/beyond-believing-helping-christian-women-heal-post-divorce-7055056/e-88-after-my-divorce-god-showed-me-my-strength-was-an-illusion.md` — Read the agent-friendly Markdown representation of this episode resource. A page view does not enqueue transcription. Agents should invoke `request_transcript` explicitly when they need this episode processed. ## Transcript Full transcripts are not published on public pages unless there is a clear rights basis.